After only two days at home, my mother sent me a post and invited me to watch the plum blossoms
My mother posted, and I was very happy. I changed my clothes and asked the little maid Cuizhu to comb a naked bun. Then I picked a hairpin from the makeup box, a silver hairpin with gold, butterfly flower hairpin and a few white jade hairpin with pearls and plum blossoms, and handed it to her.
Cuizhu gave me a hairpin and suggested with a smile: Miss, should I put another silk flower in it?
I smiled and shook my head and said: No, this is great. Wearing too much on my head will make me vulgar
Then, I took two green bracelets from the makeup box and put them on it, then stood up, picked up the hand stove on the table, and led Cuizhu to the aunt's yard.
I told the aunt that I was going to Lu's mansion, and then called a servant to go to Lu's mansion first to inform me that I would go there now, and then I brought two mothers and four maids to the sedan chair.
In the sedan chair, I held my cheeks in a daze
In ancient times, if aristocratic women travel without a man, they had to bring a large group of maids and mothers.
It's only a few steps away, but I have to take a sedan chair to go over
It is impossible for ladies to walk alone on the street in this era
After thinking about it for two days ago, my father took my hand and walked over directly, and my heart couldn't stop being happy.
I have to admit that although I am a little shy, I am still very thrilling
***
I got off the sedan chair in front of the Chuhua Gate in Lu Mansion, and I looked up and saw that my mother was already waiting there.
I bent my lips and smiled, wanting to call out to my mother, but there are so many people standing around me, and I can't shout.
My mother nodded clearly and took my hand to her courtyard
After entering the house, as I came before, I sent all the maids out, leaving me to talk to her
Looking up at my mother carefully, I found that my mother now has become happy with her eyebrows and eyes. Maybe my father is right, this arrangement is the best for my mother.
Shu'er, come. My mother took my hand and entered the inner room. She knelt on the side of the bed and took out a book from under the bed.
My mother stood up, handed the book to me, and said: Shu'er, this book...you can take a look
After hearing what my mother said, my heart beats hard. This book is...
I held the book, sat on the low couch next to the window, and started looking through it.
This book is a history of unofficial history, telling the story of a brother-sister relationship that happened in the palace in the previous dynasty.
The hero and heroine in the book are the emperor and the princess. Because they lived together since childhood, they fell in love over time. The emperor resolutely married his sister to be the queen despite the opposition of the court officials.
later……
Later, the princess gave birth to a son, a monster without eyes. The princess thought it was a punishment from God, so she was so scared to death.
The emperor resents the monster child to kill the princess, but
He actually threw the living baby into the tiger cage and fed the tiger...
My hand shook and the book fell to the ground
There is a high probability that the child born from incest is deformed. I know this, but after reading the story, my heart still hurts hard.
child……
My eyes are wet. If I plan to be with my dad, it is impossible to have children in this life because... I can't bear the possibility that my child is deformed.
My mother sat on my left side, hugged me tightly, patted my back gently, and said nothing, just sat quietly with me
After a long time, I squirmed my lips several times before calling out Mother
My mother responded lightly, stroked my head gently, and said: Shu'er, my mother has two requests, you must agree
I looked up at my mother and quietly didn't say anything. As long as I could do my mother's request, I would do my best to achieve it.
I'm afraid that my mother's request is something I can't do
For example, I forgot my love for my dad
──The root of love is already deep. How can I forget it unless I reincarnate?
My mother smiled sadly and looked sad: First, don’t love my grandfather too deeply; second,... Don’t have my grandfather’s child, Shuer, my grandfather, you must believe what my mother said. The real grandfather is definitely not what you think. Don’t fall into it!
After a break, his eyes were blurred, as if he was trapped in some memory: ... When he was a young man, he was a naughty man, and he was a prince, and he never played with the young man. Although, after entering the cabinet and becoming the prime minister, his naughty man was calmly restrained by him, his behavior became increasingly sophisticated, and he became the famous Baili Qingxiao, but he was still the same old man... A man like his grandfather is not a person who can be tied to love. I am only afraid that my grandfather will be sad in the future
Listen to it, I was stunned
...It turns out to be for me
My mother knows about my relationship with my father. I am ashamed and embarrassed. I am afraid that my mother will not be able to withstand such stimulation. My temperament will change drastically. My mother’s love for me will no longer be there. My mother will no longer treat me as her daughter.
Unexpectedly, my mother blamed my father for all the mistakes, thinking that it was because of my father seducing me that I fell in love with him.
What she complains about and hates is always just daddy.
In her heart, it is not my fault that makes mistakes. I have never had deep love for me.
My mother hugged me tightly, and her voice broke and said: Shu'er, promise my mother, promise my mother...
I burst into tears and nodded in a hurry. Yes, yes, Shu'er agreed to his mother, Shu'er agreed to
My mother said softly: Then tell her mother, what have you promised her?
Shu'er promised her mother... I won't love my father too deeply, and there will be no father's children... I said I love my father in front of her mother, and said I wouldn't have a baby with my father. How much harm it is for my mother who has always loved her father. My heart twitched violently, and it hurts sharply, like a sharp weapon cutting one by one.
Love cannot be self-righteous, but it is wrong that one should not hurt people because of love, and that person is still his own relative.
I resent, I hate
I am resentful, and I am resentful
Why?
There are so many people in the world who can love you, why do you fall in love with someone who is related to your body?
……
***
Back to Baili Mansion, sit in front of the crystal window and think about your thoughts
The knot in my heart is blood, a child, and a mother
As for blood relationship, due to soul reasons, although I call him Daddy, I don’t have the real feelings for him as my daughter.
As for the children,...
For my father, I have planned to have no children in my life. Moreover, I have used contraceptive drugs for so long, but I am afraid I will never give birth again
As for my mother, now she married Lord Lu, today I looked at her eyebrows and found that she was satisfied with the current situation. That would be fine, at least I can feel a little more at ease...
My father sat next to me at some point, took me into his arms, kissed me hard, and said with a hoarse voice: What are you thinking about here?
I reached out and wrapped my hand around my father's neck, looked up at him with a bright smile, and said: I'm thinking of my father!
I figured it out. I have a bitter face every day. What is tired is my heart, and what is wrong is my love.
Like it, like it, there is no way
It's better to let go of your mind and live with your father
Dad was stunned by my smile and Xu'er also smiled: It's Lantern Festival today, and Dad will take you to see the lights tonight
Thinking of the scene when my father took my hand and walked on the street two days ago, I couldn't help but smile and nodded, and then said sweetly: Thank you, Dad
Dad touched my face and said with a smile: Silly kid
Although I don’t understand what Dad’s silly child means, looking at his happy expression, I also grinned and didn’t care what he meant. As long as Dad treats me well, it’s enough
***
Big red lanterns were hung high on shops on both sides of the street, and the lanterns hanging on the bluestone road were covered with dim light, emitting a luster and soft luster.
Dad took my hand and walked gently among the lively crowd
I looked at the dragon playing beads, and smiled and said that it was fun and beautiful. I asked my father to watch it together. I grabbed my father's hand and ran to guess the riddles on the lantern. I won a few lanterns and sent them to the little kids who were playing and running on the bluestone road.
The children raised their little faces and smiled sweetly: Thank you sister
I bent down, smiled and touched their heads, and realized that I might not have children in my life. I became more and more fond of them.
This may be the bad nature of a person. Only when you can't have it will you start to cherish it and desire it.
Dad watched this scene from the side, curled his lips and smiled slightly, and saw me standing up straight. Dad came forward, shook my hand, and walked forward again
Walking leisurely to a place of plum fragrance, under the plum blossom tree, a guqin was placed, a few tables of four treasures in the study, and a few tables of tea and fruits and desserts
The person under the plum tree is a gentleman, so it is natural to know Daddy
Seeing Dad coming, he bowed and bowed
Dad smiled faintly and didn't say anything. He glanced at the beautiful plum blossoms. He held me, walked forward, folded one, and handed it to me.
I smiled, took it, and said: Thank you... Master Xiang
When there are people, you can't call him dad
Dad smiled, held my little hand that didn't hold the plum blossom, walked into the crowd and smiled and greeted him.
The wind was rising, and the hem of my father's robe was slightly curled up, like ink long hair, intertwined in the air, I looked at it in distractedly, Dad was graceful, lazy and elegant, like a white lotus in the pool
……
In the crowd, my father looked at the guqin, then turned his head to stare at me, and smiled: Shu'er has never seen me play the guqin before.
I nodded blankly
Dad chuckled, reached out and stroked my bangs that were blown by the wind, let go of my hand, and walked over the crowd toward the Guqin
I lowered my eyes and my face was hot. How could my father do such intimate actions to me in the crowd?
Look, everyone's eyes are full of strangeness
Looking up again, seeing that my father was already sitting on the brocade bench gracefully, he raised his eyes and stared at me. After his eyes were bent, he lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to try a few notes, then raised his hands and gently picked up the strings.
……
The piano voice actor was playing, and snow fell from the sky
Among the snowflakes, my father was lowering his eyes, his expression was focused and indifferent, as if everything in the world was no longer in his eyes. Such a father made me feel strange, but he became even more heart-warming.
Dad... screamed softly in his heart
Dad seemed to hear my cry, slowly raised his head, his colorful eyes passed through the crowd and looked at me with a faint curl of his mouth
Such concentration and tenderness are like so many people in the world, but he can only see me
My heart warmed up, and I looked at my father from afar, took the plum blossoms, and gently rubbed my lips.
The brain is dull, as if it's useless
My face became hotter and I curled my lips. My sweet smile was playing the piano in front of me, and I sighed with satisfaction for me, and my heart was filled with sweetness.
……
After a song, Dad stood up lazyly. Amid the excitement of everyone, Dad walked towards me and held my hand, and smiled and greeted everyone with a few words, and then the crowd came out.
Walking to the dim light, Dad stopped, raised his hand and gently stroked the snow on my shoulder, and asked with a soft smile: Dad is happy for Shuer to play the piano specially?
When I heard my father's words, my head started to dizzy again, and my heart was sweet, as if I had eaten honey.
I feel relaxed in my heart. People like my father would spend so much thoughts and say so many passionate words for me.
I smiled and nodded while being happy.
Seeing this, Dad smiled with satisfaction
But at this time I remembered what my mother said: Don’t love me too deeply, he is not what you think
Not what I think, then what will Daddy look like?
My mother said that the father was naughty and the young man never played a lot.
There are so many female officials who play...
Dad, I called Dad
Hey, Dad responded lightly
I raised my head and smiled at him, and asked: What did Dad look like when he was a teenager?
Dad was stunned and asked with a smile: Why did Shu'er suddenly become curious about Dad's youth?
I tilted my head, picked up the plum blossoms in my hand and wiped my lips, and smiled: I just wanted to know suddenly
Dad smiled, his eyes were dark and his spirits were flying. Dad loved to play and make fun of him when he was a teenager, and did a lot of ridiculous things with the current emperor who was still a prince, fighting, breaking his bones, and making actors famous...
It turns out that my father is really like I guessed before, he is a lively trouser
So, when I was a teenager, how many people did my father slept with?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel the pleasure that had just been blown away by the cold wind, leaving melancholy in my heart
My mother posted, and I was very happy. I changed my clothes and asked the little maid Cuizhu to comb a naked bun. Then I picked a hairpin from the makeup box, a silver hairpin with gold, butterfly flower hairpin and a few white jade hairpin with pearls and plum blossoms, and handed it to her.
Cuizhu gave me a hairpin and suggested with a smile: Miss, should I put another silk flower in it?
I smiled and shook my head and said: No, this is great. Wearing too much on my head will make me vulgar
Then, I took two green bracelets from the makeup box and put them on it, then stood up, picked up the hand stove on the table, and led Cuizhu to the aunt's yard.
I told the aunt that I was going to Lu's mansion, and then called a servant to go to Lu's mansion first to inform me that I would go there now, and then I brought two mothers and four maids to the sedan chair.
In the sedan chair, I held my cheeks in a daze
In ancient times, if aristocratic women travel without a man, they had to bring a large group of maids and mothers.
It's only a few steps away, but I have to take a sedan chair to go over
It is impossible for ladies to walk alone on the street in this era
After thinking about it for two days ago, my father took my hand and walked over directly, and my heart couldn't stop being happy.
I have to admit that although I am a little shy, I am still very thrilling
***
I got off the sedan chair in front of the Chuhua Gate in Lu Mansion, and I looked up and saw that my mother was already waiting there.
I bent my lips and smiled, wanting to call out to my mother, but there are so many people standing around me, and I can't shout.
My mother nodded clearly and took my hand to her courtyard
After entering the house, as I came before, I sent all the maids out, leaving me to talk to her
Looking up at my mother carefully, I found that my mother now has become happy with her eyebrows and eyes. Maybe my father is right, this arrangement is the best for my mother.
Shu'er, come. My mother took my hand and entered the inner room. She knelt on the side of the bed and took out a book from under the bed.
My mother stood up, handed the book to me, and said: Shu'er, this book...you can take a look
After hearing what my mother said, my heart beats hard. This book is...
I held the book, sat on the low couch next to the window, and started looking through it.
This book is a history of unofficial history, telling the story of a brother-sister relationship that happened in the palace in the previous dynasty.
The hero and heroine in the book are the emperor and the princess. Because they lived together since childhood, they fell in love over time. The emperor resolutely married his sister to be the queen despite the opposition of the court officials.
later……
Later, the princess gave birth to a son, a monster without eyes. The princess thought it was a punishment from God, so she was so scared to death.
The emperor resents the monster child to kill the princess, but
He actually threw the living baby into the tiger cage and fed the tiger...
My hand shook and the book fell to the ground
There is a high probability that the child born from incest is deformed. I know this, but after reading the story, my heart still hurts hard.
child……
My eyes are wet. If I plan to be with my dad, it is impossible to have children in this life because... I can't bear the possibility that my child is deformed.
My mother sat on my left side, hugged me tightly, patted my back gently, and said nothing, just sat quietly with me
After a long time, I squirmed my lips several times before calling out Mother
My mother responded lightly, stroked my head gently, and said: Shu'er, my mother has two requests, you must agree
I looked up at my mother and quietly didn't say anything. As long as I could do my mother's request, I would do my best to achieve it.
I'm afraid that my mother's request is something I can't do
For example, I forgot my love for my dad
──The root of love is already deep. How can I forget it unless I reincarnate?
My mother smiled sadly and looked sad: First, don’t love my grandfather too deeply; second,... Don’t have my grandfather’s child, Shuer, my grandfather, you must believe what my mother said. The real grandfather is definitely not what you think. Don’t fall into it!
After a break, his eyes were blurred, as if he was trapped in some memory: ... When he was a young man, he was a naughty man, and he was a prince, and he never played with the young man. Although, after entering the cabinet and becoming the prime minister, his naughty man was calmly restrained by him, his behavior became increasingly sophisticated, and he became the famous Baili Qingxiao, but he was still the same old man... A man like his grandfather is not a person who can be tied to love. I am only afraid that my grandfather will be sad in the future
Listen to it, I was stunned
...It turns out to be for me
My mother knows about my relationship with my father. I am ashamed and embarrassed. I am afraid that my mother will not be able to withstand such stimulation. My temperament will change drastically. My mother’s love for me will no longer be there. My mother will no longer treat me as her daughter.
Unexpectedly, my mother blamed my father for all the mistakes, thinking that it was because of my father seducing me that I fell in love with him.
What she complains about and hates is always just daddy.
In her heart, it is not my fault that makes mistakes. I have never had deep love for me.
My mother hugged me tightly, and her voice broke and said: Shu'er, promise my mother, promise my mother...
I burst into tears and nodded in a hurry. Yes, yes, Shu'er agreed to his mother, Shu'er agreed to
My mother said softly: Then tell her mother, what have you promised her?
Shu'er promised her mother... I won't love my father too deeply, and there will be no father's children... I said I love my father in front of her mother, and said I wouldn't have a baby with my father. How much harm it is for my mother who has always loved her father. My heart twitched violently, and it hurts sharply, like a sharp weapon cutting one by one.
Love cannot be self-righteous, but it is wrong that one should not hurt people because of love, and that person is still his own relative.
I resent, I hate
I am resentful, and I am resentful
Why?
There are so many people in the world who can love you, why do you fall in love with someone who is related to your body?
……
***
Back to Baili Mansion, sit in front of the crystal window and think about your thoughts
The knot in my heart is blood, a child, and a mother
As for blood relationship, due to soul reasons, although I call him Daddy, I don’t have the real feelings for him as my daughter.
As for the children,...
For my father, I have planned to have no children in my life. Moreover, I have used contraceptive drugs for so long, but I am afraid I will never give birth again
As for my mother, now she married Lord Lu, today I looked at her eyebrows and found that she was satisfied with the current situation. That would be fine, at least I can feel a little more at ease...
My father sat next to me at some point, took me into his arms, kissed me hard, and said with a hoarse voice: What are you thinking about here?
I reached out and wrapped my hand around my father's neck, looked up at him with a bright smile, and said: I'm thinking of my father!
I figured it out. I have a bitter face every day. What is tired is my heart, and what is wrong is my love.
Like it, like it, there is no way
It's better to let go of your mind and live with your father
Dad was stunned by my smile and Xu'er also smiled: It's Lantern Festival today, and Dad will take you to see the lights tonight
Thinking of the scene when my father took my hand and walked on the street two days ago, I couldn't help but smile and nodded, and then said sweetly: Thank you, Dad
Dad touched my face and said with a smile: Silly kid
Although I don’t understand what Dad’s silly child means, looking at his happy expression, I also grinned and didn’t care what he meant. As long as Dad treats me well, it’s enough
***
Big red lanterns were hung high on shops on both sides of the street, and the lanterns hanging on the bluestone road were covered with dim light, emitting a luster and soft luster.
Dad took my hand and walked gently among the lively crowd
I looked at the dragon playing beads, and smiled and said that it was fun and beautiful. I asked my father to watch it together. I grabbed my father's hand and ran to guess the riddles on the lantern. I won a few lanterns and sent them to the little kids who were playing and running on the bluestone road.
The children raised their little faces and smiled sweetly: Thank you sister
I bent down, smiled and touched their heads, and realized that I might not have children in my life. I became more and more fond of them.
This may be the bad nature of a person. Only when you can't have it will you start to cherish it and desire it.
Dad watched this scene from the side, curled his lips and smiled slightly, and saw me standing up straight. Dad came forward, shook my hand, and walked forward again
Walking leisurely to a place of plum fragrance, under the plum blossom tree, a guqin was placed, a few tables of four treasures in the study, and a few tables of tea and fruits and desserts
The person under the plum tree is a gentleman, so it is natural to know Daddy
Seeing Dad coming, he bowed and bowed
Dad smiled faintly and didn't say anything. He glanced at the beautiful plum blossoms. He held me, walked forward, folded one, and handed it to me.
I smiled, took it, and said: Thank you... Master Xiang
When there are people, you can't call him dad
Dad smiled, held my little hand that didn't hold the plum blossom, walked into the crowd and smiled and greeted him.
The wind was rising, and the hem of my father's robe was slightly curled up, like ink long hair, intertwined in the air, I looked at it in distractedly, Dad was graceful, lazy and elegant, like a white lotus in the pool
……
In the crowd, my father looked at the guqin, then turned his head to stare at me, and smiled: Shu'er has never seen me play the guqin before.
I nodded blankly
Dad chuckled, reached out and stroked my bangs that were blown by the wind, let go of my hand, and walked over the crowd toward the Guqin
I lowered my eyes and my face was hot. How could my father do such intimate actions to me in the crowd?
Look, everyone's eyes are full of strangeness
Looking up again, seeing that my father was already sitting on the brocade bench gracefully, he raised his eyes and stared at me. After his eyes were bent, he lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to try a few notes, then raised his hands and gently picked up the strings.
……
The piano voice actor was playing, and snow fell from the sky
Among the snowflakes, my father was lowering his eyes, his expression was focused and indifferent, as if everything in the world was no longer in his eyes. Such a father made me feel strange, but he became even more heart-warming.
Dad... screamed softly in his heart
Dad seemed to hear my cry, slowly raised his head, his colorful eyes passed through the crowd and looked at me with a faint curl of his mouth
Such concentration and tenderness are like so many people in the world, but he can only see me
My heart warmed up, and I looked at my father from afar, took the plum blossoms, and gently rubbed my lips.
The brain is dull, as if it's useless
My face became hotter and I curled my lips. My sweet smile was playing the piano in front of me, and I sighed with satisfaction for me, and my heart was filled with sweetness.
……
After a song, Dad stood up lazyly. Amid the excitement of everyone, Dad walked towards me and held my hand, and smiled and greeted everyone with a few words, and then the crowd came out.
Walking to the dim light, Dad stopped, raised his hand and gently stroked the snow on my shoulder, and asked with a soft smile: Dad is happy for Shuer to play the piano specially?
When I heard my father's words, my head started to dizzy again, and my heart was sweet, as if I had eaten honey.
I feel relaxed in my heart. People like my father would spend so much thoughts and say so many passionate words for me.
I smiled and nodded while being happy.
Seeing this, Dad smiled with satisfaction
But at this time I remembered what my mother said: Don’t love me too deeply, he is not what you think
Not what I think, then what will Daddy look like?
My mother said that the father was naughty and the young man never played a lot.
There are so many female officials who play...
Dad, I called Dad
Hey, Dad responded lightly
I raised my head and smiled at him, and asked: What did Dad look like when he was a teenager?
Dad was stunned and asked with a smile: Why did Shu'er suddenly become curious about Dad's youth?
I tilted my head, picked up the plum blossoms in my hand and wiped my lips, and smiled: I just wanted to know suddenly
Dad smiled, his eyes were dark and his spirits were flying. Dad loved to play and make fun of him when he was a teenager, and did a lot of ridiculous things with the current emperor who was still a prince, fighting, breaking his bones, and making actors famous...
It turns out that my father is really like I guessed before, he is a lively trouser
So, when I was a teenager, how many people did my father slept with?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel the pleasure that had just been blown away by the cold wind, leaving melancholy in my heart
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