So, Sun Shuqin, Aunt Wen and Mom lived together strangely. I originally thought it would be the beginning of my happy life, but I didn't know that my troubles had just begun.
Early in the morning, when I came out of the room, my mother and Aunt Wen were already fiddling with breakfast.
I glanced around and didn't notice Sun Shuqin's figure. I immediately walked to the kitchen
Mom, Aunt Wen, and Aunt Sun?
She is now in her middle pregnancy, so I recommended several sets of health gymnastics for pregnant women to her, which will be beneficial to her and the children in her belly. Aunt Wen raised her eyebrows and said softly.
I nodded and didn't make a sound, and came to the table
Then my mother walked out of the kitchen, put down a plate of breakfast, and eat quickly! She was almost late for school
I'll go to school first, remember not to be late! If I know, you know the consequences
I got it. I drooped my eyelids and responded gently, as if I wasn't enough to sleep. The daily routine of young people who wake up in the morning
Oh, it's worth mentioning that my mother is fine, so it would be meaningless for me to stay in Aunt Wen's company naturally
Although my experience in society is much better than that in school, my mother's tough insistence must complete my studies
Even Aunt Wen, who was standing on my side by inertia, agreed with my mother's statement, so I had to go back to school again with a hard time.
Everything is back on track
After my mother left, I saw that there was no one at home, and Aunt Sun was next door again. I looked at Aunt Wen's colorful figure in the kitchen. I felt a sense of heat for no reason. Even the original sleepiness disappeared instantly without a trace.
Think about it, I haven't been intimate with Aunt Wen for a long time. I forgot when the last time. Now that there is no one at home, I naturally can't help but feel upset.
Then, I quietly approached Aunt Wen, hugged Aunt Wen from behind, and took her hands straight to the fullness of Aunt Wen's chest, and grabbed her with all her hands.
Although it was separated by several layers of clothes, the soft feel came from the clothes, which made my head feel congested.
Also, my silent appearance made Aunt Wen startled and turned her head instinctively, seeing that it was me.
I suddenly glared at me angrily, you little enemy, scared me very much. If I have a heart disease, I will be scared to death by you.
Why? Have you had enough pranks! Let me go, how can you make breakfast like this? As you said, "Auntie Wen slapped me with a few sounds," Aunt Wen slapped the salty hand I placed on her chest.
I was not annoyed, but instead hugged Aunt Wen's slender waist tightly. What's the matter... Anyway, my mother has left, Aunt Sun is next door again, and there is no one at home, so why don't you be as good as Aunt Wen and us...
We are you, um! You forgot that we have agreed that you can’t do bad things with your mother at home.
Now my mother is not at home... I curled my lips and said
If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Besides, you still have to go to school later? Are you not afraid of being late and being scolded by your mother?
Well... My father said angrily
It's useless to act coquettishly, unless you can conquer your mother, aunt doesn't mind being with your mother... Aunt Wen closed her eyes and said with a smile
I immediately lost my face. Isn’t this more difficult than killing me?
Then you'll work hard
Seeing that Aunt Wen was not successful, I also knew that it was impossible to kiss her at this moment. However, I still didn't give up. A pair of salty hands fell on Aunt Wen's body and wandered into Aunt Wen's skirt. However, Aunt Wen tightly clamped her legs tightly, looking unmoved. I could only rub Aunt Wen's snow buttocks, smelled the charming body fragrance of Aunt Wen, and became addicted.
No matter how I do it, Aunt Wen still refused to let go. I heard Aunt Wen's voice coming from above. If you don't go out, you will be late. Have you thought about how to explain to Shuxian tonight?
Well, I came out of Aunt Wen's skirt unwillingly, and reluctantly let go of Aunt Wen.
I couldn't help but roar in my heart, "Yao! The earth is so miserable for Mao. My life was so painful. I originally thought that after I came back, I would have infinite sexual blessings. Why did it turn out like this? Did I get the wrong script? Standing at the door of the school and looking at the familiar campus, I suddenly felt an inexplicable long-lost feeling arising from it.
All kinds of students around him hurriedly passed by and walked into the campus when they were about to be late.
I was once one of them, repeating the same scene day after day, year after year, as if nothing had happened
Returning to the familiar school, familiar class, looking at the familiar faces, there are many classmates who are swarming around me, as if seeing giant pandas
Everything in front of me seems to have not changed. Only I know that it is my mentality that has changed. I have experienced countless things happening to me. I have grown up and gradually matured. The things I naturally viewed no longer as before.
It turns out that this is how the world changes? Is this what it feels like? I have imagined countless times what I will become when I grow up. Although my age has not improved much, my heart is much older than my peers. Maybe this is how it is to grow up! I understand sentimentality, sorrow, so much, and finally I lose my innocence and a lot of happiness that I should have at this age.
Hello, slut, you guys are OK. I took a leave of absence for almost half a semester, and one semester is almost over
Yes! How did you do it? God man
Right! That's amazing
……
Something happened to me at home, so I didn't know how to recover my schoolwork after that. Alas...
Tell, you and us will do these things. Who doesn’t know that you were inconspicuous from the middle of the third year of junior high school, and suddenly became the best in the top. Do you think we will believe it if you are worried that your studies will not catch up with you?
that is……
Why are you making a noise? I'm going to go back to my seat quickly. When my classmates were clamoring for me, a teacher walked in.
The teacher was still threatening, so all the classmates around me scattered and returned to their seats in an instant
After all, this teacher is a substitute for the grade director. Even if he does not have this identity, the current No. 1 Middle School of the City is not a place where they can do whatever they want. The atmosphere of No. 1 Middle School has changed a lot after my mother took office as principal. After so long, the thorn head has been obeyed by the rules set by my mother. Even if there are still some small thorns, it has nothing to do with it.
At noon, after the bell of the last class in the morning rang, I instantly lay on the table, as if I had been ravaged for a thousand times. I haven't returned to school for a long time. I really feel uncomfortable when I came back.
I stretched my waist and then I was attracted by a figure outside the window.
I saw my mother holding a bento, as if she had just come out of the cafeteria and was about to return to the principal's room
I immediately became energetic, stood up from the chair quickly, ran out of the classroom, rushed into the cafeteria at a very fast speed, and also took a meal, and went to the principal's room where my mother was.
Walking through the aisle of the school building, there were almost no people in the school building at this time, and I almost went to have lunch at noon.
Oh, there are no people in normal times. After all, this is the place where the school leaders work, and at least the people are here. In addition, this is the floor of my mother's principal's office. How many people can I use to be on the same floor as my mother? By the way, I haven't tried to come to the principal's office to find my mother for a long time. I don't know how long it has been, and I knocked on my mother's office door familiarly.
I heard from my mother inside, come in...
Mom, as soon as I opened the door, I walked in with a smile
As usual, even during meal time, my mother still watched work while eating. When she heard her familiar voice, she raised her head and found that it was me who came. Her brows frowned slightly. Why are you here?
Let's see if you have a good meal, mom. As expected, you have eaten while working. This is not good for your health.
I put the food on my mother's table, pulled it over to the chair and sat down, Mom, let's eat together!
Wait, wait until I finish reading this document
No, I pretended to raise my face and turned off my mother's monitor together.
My mother glanced at me, but didn't blame me, and then put the plastic box packaged in the canteen upright.
Seeing my mother like this, I smiled
Mom, we haven’t had a meal together in your office like this for a long time, right?
After eating for a while, I suddenly stopped the chopsticks on my hand.
And my mother's eyes also stared, and said softly, "Hmm!"
This sound, Yes! After that, my mother fell silent again and ate her food silently
My lips trembled slightly, and I wanted to say something, but I couldn't speak.
The atmosphere suddenly returned to silence
In fact, after experiencing so many things, my mother and I know that we love each other, and my mother has no secrets to hide from me, so there should be no barriers.
But there is a layer of film between my mother and I, which cannot be penetrated no matter what.
My mother and I don’t know how to break this membrane, and it seems a bit awkward no matter how we get along.
In the days since I came back, I always wanted to find a breakthrough, but I didn’t talk about my mother’s response first, just approached my mother and then said something, and I felt extremely awkward.
I know very well that I love my mother, and I can also feel that my mother has a relationship with me that is beyond the mother and son, but she ends up in an embarrassing way.
Just like at this moment, I don’t understand why this is happening, but I just can’t achieve the vision in my heart, making people feel uncomfortable, sad and frustrated.
Just when I was at a loss, my mother's cell phone suddenly vibrated on the table. When my mother took the phone, she frowned slightly because she didn't recognize the number on it, and thought it was a sales phone number.
But he still insisted on the mentality of not being afraid of ten thousand and fearing if something happened. He pressed the answer button and put the phone in his ears.
In just a moment, my mother's face changed slightly. In the end, my mother suddenly angrily, "Don't worry about him, it's better to die." After that, my mother hung up the phone
What's wrong? Mom Seeing that my mother was so angry, I couldn't help but wonder that even if I was selling phone calls, it shouldn't cause my mother to react so fiercely!
However, my mother's anger did not last long. After hanging up the phone, my mother actually showed a slightly sad look, which made me very surprised and even more puzzled
Mom sighed softly, the hospital just called, your dead father has entered the hospital
Dad? This is a title that I almost forgot for a long time. I remember that after a quarrel with my father and mother, I left home and disappeared. Then because of my mother's affairs, I was not in the mood to pay attention. Now, I have completely lost expectations for my father. Since she said such hurtful words to my mother, and even when my mother was mentally ill, I have no hope for this father.
At the same time, it completely wiped out the last bit of guilt that my mother had about physical relationship with her,
He is not my dad. Since you almost became dementia because of him, I have no feelings for him. Besides, he has lived a very happy life with that vixen? Call that vixen! Why are you calling mom?
I'm angry
Mom was silent, not knowing what she was thinking, and her sudden eyes looked at me, which made me stunned. Xiaofeng, let's go with you now! Even if he is not a human being, he has lived together for decades, so it would be fine if he doesn't know. If he knows, I can't pass my own qualities if I don't go and take a look.
But mom, what if he is saying those words again to hurt you?
Do you think I am still afraid that he will hurt me? I used to hide this secret in my heart, for fear of being known to you. I turned out to be such a lewd woman. Now, no matter whether you know or not, it doesn't matter. I've been taken over by my own son. What's more, I can only blame me for waking up too late and almost falling into the whirlpool I created. I can't get out of it.
Uh... I stared at my mother with wide eyes, unable to believe that my mother would say such things
But I nodded and agreed to watch Dad with my mother
Although I said that the relationship between father and son has been exhausted, the relationship between father and son over the past ten years cannot be erased casually. Whether it is family affection or love, the bonds that exist are not easy to cut off.
After lunch, I stopped going back to the classroom. With my mother here, taking leave is as easy as farts. This may be the benefit of a principal's mother! But only in special circumstances, there is a little privilege. Usually, I don't need to mention the past, but I will cry if I say too much... My father's hospital is quite far from the school, just like last time I followed my father and Liu Huiying's affair. It was in the hospital in the city that almost crossed most of the city Z.
It was almost three o'clock when my mother and I took the bus, and it took more than an hour to drive.
Which ward does Xia Yu live in?
Who are you?
I received your call
Oh, you are Ms. Chen Shuxian, right?
Mom nodded
The nurse at the counter took out a form and rightly asked, are you Mr. Xia Yu’s wife?
Mom was stunned for a moment, not wanting to answer, but saw the nurse asking like this, and nodded stiffly
That's right, Mr. Xia Yu was sent to our hospital four days ago. At first, a woman was accompanied by him, but this woman never appeared again. Mr. Xia Yu had no other contact information. However, we couldn't make the phone call for the woman's registered contact information. In the end, we had to seek the help of the police and obtain the contact information of his identity and family.
Then what is he doing now? When the nurse mentioned a woman who sent her father to the hospital, her mother raised her eyebrows lightly and then replied to normal.
The sound rang out in a tepid manner, not like a husband who had entered the hospital, as a wife
The nurse was also a little surprised at her mother's cold attitude, but due to her professionalism, she did not ask much. Mr. Xia Yu's condition was very bad. It was a sudden cervical vertebrae cancer. It was in the middle and late stages, and the cancer cells almost spread to other places. The situation was very urgent, otherwise she would not have been so anxious to notify her family.
Cervical vertebrae cancer? How could it be? Dad didn't say anything before. Well! At most, it's overwork and the cervical vertebrae is a little red and swollen. I exclaimed in surprise
Although I don't know what cervical vertebrae cancer is, as long as it is related to cancer, nothing good is happening
And her mother also turned pale, and she didn't expect it to be so serious
Patients with cervical vertebrae cancer usually have bone and joint pain or swelling, and even some redness and swelling, so many people don’t pay much attention to it. It was too late when something really happened. Mr. Xia Yu is now unconscious. In order to relieve his pain, we had to inject him with a microscopic sedative.
Then...my dad...will he still save him?
It’s hard to say, the doctor said, Mr. Xia Yu’s condition is very bad. The cancer cells have spread to his entire cervical vertebra and along the spine that goes down the vertebra. Such a large area of cancer cells, relying on our current technology alone... The nurse did not continue, my mother and I understood what she meant
I'm afraid even if I can save myself, I will be paralyzed for the rest of my life...
The nurse said the last two words with difficulty
As a nurse, she has seen too much, so she has tried her best to speak in the direction of hope, just because she is afraid that her family will not be able to bear it.
But what she didn't expect was that after she talked about her father's condition, her mother's expression did not change at all, but the silence in her eyes could not be covered up.
I felt a sudden feeling of being in my heart, and I felt that it was difficult to continue breathing.
Dad...Mom's lips trembled slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but she still didn't say it. Where is he now? Take me there!
The nurse did not refuse, walked out of the counter first, signaling my mother and I to follow behind.
Mr. Xia Yu is here, you can go in and see him! Although he had an emergency surgery when he was sent to the hospital, he didn't know how long it would suppress cancer cells and would recur at any time. Talking to him more may cause the patient's will to survive, which will be helpful to him.
My mother and I nodded, thanked the nurse, and walked into the intensive care unit together.
I saw my father lying peacefully on the white hospital bed, with various instruments inserted on his body, and a fluctuating line segment next to him proved that his father's heartbeat was still alive.
My mother and I walked quietly, looking at my father's pale face without any blood. The familiar face seemed to awaken the happy days of my father and mother, my family of three.
At this moment, I no longer had my previous resistance to my father. After all, I don’t know whether my father still has tomorrow. Is it meaningful to hate him? Compared to me, my mother seemed much calmer, but the sadness under her pupils was not much less than mine.
After all, it is fake to say that there is no relationship for couples for more than ten years. A wife of a woman, maybe a wife of a woman like her mother is a wife of a woman! Although she has no relationship, at a critical moment, the one who appears by her side has been with her for more than ten years.
Mom sat next to her father and quietly looked at the man who had been with her for more than ten years. It was hard to believe that this person would disappear into this world at any time.
Even if people will die, if these things have not happened, she and the man will go to the end of their lives. At that time, they will still experience such things, but they just don't know who is in front and who is behind.
It’s not that my mother has fantasized about this day. As long as it is a woman, she has imagined her way when she gets old. At that time, she may watch her husband leave calmly, and she follows her steps or change it.
No matter which ending, they will face it together
In this way, life is impermanent, their relationship has changed drastically, and even the man in front of them has to leave first... After a long time, my mother and I don’t know how long they have been sitting, but we don’t talk. We just quietly accompany our father, as if we want to see him for the last time and accompany him through the last time.
Until Dad's fingers moved, his eyelids opened slightly. Since the sedative effect on his body had not been effective, it was not so convenient for Dad's body to move.
After a while, he also noticed someone beside him. Dad turned his head with difficulty and couldn't help but feel happy when he saw me and my mother.
Shuxian, Xiaofeng, you are here
Yes! Mom nodded
The very abnormal mother didn't make up a few words of sarcastic words. Maybe seeing her father's current appearance, she didn't want to argue again at this last moment!
Unexpectedly, I was willing to come to see me in the end. The one who was by my side was my abandoned wife and son...
I am so stupid... I have been very stupid all my life... My father's voice was weak, as if the oil lamp was about to be extinguished at any time, and his breath was drooping.
My mother seemed to have thought of something, and she embroidered her eyebrows and said calmly: Where is that woman Liu Huiying?
Haha, that bitch!!! Cough cough cough...
Dad snorted coldly, Yiran was too excited and had forgotten his current situation and kept coughing
My father breathed a little calmer, and told me and my mother about his experiences these days. A murderous light burst out from his pupils.
For her, I abandoned my family and turned against my best brother. In the end, I realized that all this was a lie...
But Dad is indeed not worthy of sympathy... It is traced back to the report I discovered. It is precisely because Liu Huiying told her father that her and Jingming's children were actually the kind of father. Because of this reason, Dad had to be coerced by Liu Huiying, afraid that Liu Huiying would tell his mother about this. Dad thought that as long as he obeyed Liu Huiying, Liu Huiying would not tell her mother about the matter, and everything would be the same as before.
However, his father didn't know that this was the beginning of his fall into the abyss. If he could make another choice, he would rather let his mother know than be coerced by Liu Huiying.
There is no regret medicine in the world, so the story can only continue
I have to say that Liu Huiying is a very capable woman. She is as simple and honest as her father. She has no power to resist Liu Huiying at all.
I believe everyone knows the story of the beginning, so I won’t say much here. Shortly after my father and Liu Huiying hooked up and became a rape, Liu Huiying told her father a news that she was pregnant.
My father believed it without any doubt. After all, my father had sex with Liu Huiying a lot at that time, but more so, my father didn't believe that Liu Huiying would deceive her
After all, my father felt guilty about Liu Huiying deep in his heart. He kept worrying about the fact that he got drunk with Liu Huiying and made her pregnant with her child.
The paper cannot cover the news. Uncle Jingming finally found out about Liu Huiying's pregnancy
Even Liu Huiying himself didn't know that Uncle Jingming lost his sperm activity due to an accident a year ago. Although there was no impact on the sex scene, he no longer had the ability to conceive the eggs. Uncle Jingming has been hiding this matter from Liu Huiying, a man, how can this be said? Besides, Uncle Jingming thought they were all of this age and their sons were so old, so it doesn't matter whether they want children or not.
Who knew that when he couldn't have children, his wife was pregnant. What does this mean? Men all know what happened!! After doubting, it was very easy to find out something. So not long after, after following him, he discovered a private meeting between Liu Huiying and his father. Uncle Jingming wanted to kill his father. What made Uncle Jingming even more sad and angry was that during the three people quarreled, Liu Huiying even said that their children were not the kind of Uncle Jingming.
Later, it was known that Liu Huiying and Uncle Jingming divorced, and his father also became enemies with his best brother. This time it happened that his father disappeared and there was no contact for a long time.
Then my father and Liu Huiying found a place to settle down. Although they maintained an affair with Liu Huiying because of responsibility and guilt, my father still cared about his mother and me.
However, as time goes by, Dad and Liu Huiying got the happiness that his mother and his mother could not get for more than ten years. Compared to his mother, Liu Huiying knows how to pull men's thoughts better than his mother.
In pain and tangle and physical pleasure, Dad gradually fell into trouble
With Liu Huiying's methods, his father had already fallen under Liu Huiying's pomegranate skirt, but Liu Huiying knew very well that his father still had a trace of love for his mother and me.
In order to make my father even more devoted to her, he told a truth she had learned.
Back then, maybe even my mother didn't know it. In fact, Liu Huiying knew her mother, so she knew something about her mother back then and told her father.
As expected, after I learned the truth, my father couldn't believe it. After I exposed my father's fishing outside, I deliberately told Jingjiang when he confronted my mother.
This was also Liu Huiying's arrangement. She knew that just by saying this, her father would not believe it. She asked her father to go back and try to speak these two words to see what her mother reacted
This triggered the next thing
The mother's violent reaction made her father finally believe Liu Huiying's words, and finally cut off her last attachment to her mother. At the same time, she also made her guilt of abandoning her wife completely disappear without a trace.
In this way, he and Liu Huiying finally don’t have to bear the torture of guilt when they are together.
When my father thought that his new life with Liu Huiying was about to begin, God always liked to tease people. My father had long been a hidden danger left by hard work in driving, which led to him suffering from cervical vertebrae cancer. When he learned that bone cancer was already in the middle and late stages of the disease.
After knowing that he was about to die soon, my father almost collapsed
Even then, when his father was desperate, he made a decision, that is, to do something for Liu Huiying and the orphans and widows in her belly, so that even if he is gone, Liu Huiying and his children can have a place to stay.
Dad's purpose is the house he and his mother once worked hard for several years to raise money to buy
My father thought that there was a share of this house at the beginning. Besides, my mother was a principal, and she ate national food anyway. Even if my mother was not corrupt, she still had a salary. Even if she didn't have a house, she could live a good life.
But Liu Huiying is different. She is a pregnant woman, an orphan and widowed mother, how can she survive in this city in the future? It’s just that the house deed is tightly held in her mother’s hand. My father would have to go home again and beg for her mother’s forgiveness and want to get the house deed out of her mother’s hand.
From the beginning, my father didn't really want to come back, but my father's luck was pretty good. He just happened to be stuck with my mother's feelings for me. I don't know if I should continue this wrong relationship.
My father's return made my mother firmly determined. In order to make me give up, I accepted my father's apology.
I don’t know if it’s luck or misfortune, but my mother’s mind is always unable to let go of me. My father and I are just a couple on the surface, which makes my father extremely frustrated and can’t do anything. I can get the deed from my mother.
Early in the morning, when I came out of the room, my mother and Aunt Wen were already fiddling with breakfast.
I glanced around and didn't notice Sun Shuqin's figure. I immediately walked to the kitchen
Mom, Aunt Wen, and Aunt Sun?
She is now in her middle pregnancy, so I recommended several sets of health gymnastics for pregnant women to her, which will be beneficial to her and the children in her belly. Aunt Wen raised her eyebrows and said softly.
I nodded and didn't make a sound, and came to the table
Then my mother walked out of the kitchen, put down a plate of breakfast, and eat quickly! She was almost late for school
I'll go to school first, remember not to be late! If I know, you know the consequences
I got it. I drooped my eyelids and responded gently, as if I wasn't enough to sleep. The daily routine of young people who wake up in the morning
Oh, it's worth mentioning that my mother is fine, so it would be meaningless for me to stay in Aunt Wen's company naturally
Although my experience in society is much better than that in school, my mother's tough insistence must complete my studies
Even Aunt Wen, who was standing on my side by inertia, agreed with my mother's statement, so I had to go back to school again with a hard time.
Everything is back on track
After my mother left, I saw that there was no one at home, and Aunt Sun was next door again. I looked at Aunt Wen's colorful figure in the kitchen. I felt a sense of heat for no reason. Even the original sleepiness disappeared instantly without a trace.
Think about it, I haven't been intimate with Aunt Wen for a long time. I forgot when the last time. Now that there is no one at home, I naturally can't help but feel upset.
Then, I quietly approached Aunt Wen, hugged Aunt Wen from behind, and took her hands straight to the fullness of Aunt Wen's chest, and grabbed her with all her hands.
Although it was separated by several layers of clothes, the soft feel came from the clothes, which made my head feel congested.
Also, my silent appearance made Aunt Wen startled and turned her head instinctively, seeing that it was me.
I suddenly glared at me angrily, you little enemy, scared me very much. If I have a heart disease, I will be scared to death by you.
Why? Have you had enough pranks! Let me go, how can you make breakfast like this? As you said, "Auntie Wen slapped me with a few sounds," Aunt Wen slapped the salty hand I placed on her chest.
I was not annoyed, but instead hugged Aunt Wen's slender waist tightly. What's the matter... Anyway, my mother has left, Aunt Sun is next door again, and there is no one at home, so why don't you be as good as Aunt Wen and us...
We are you, um! You forgot that we have agreed that you can’t do bad things with your mother at home.
Now my mother is not at home... I curled my lips and said
If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Besides, you still have to go to school later? Are you not afraid of being late and being scolded by your mother?
Well... My father said angrily
It's useless to act coquettishly, unless you can conquer your mother, aunt doesn't mind being with your mother... Aunt Wen closed her eyes and said with a smile
I immediately lost my face. Isn’t this more difficult than killing me?
Then you'll work hard
Seeing that Aunt Wen was not successful, I also knew that it was impossible to kiss her at this moment. However, I still didn't give up. A pair of salty hands fell on Aunt Wen's body and wandered into Aunt Wen's skirt. However, Aunt Wen tightly clamped her legs tightly, looking unmoved. I could only rub Aunt Wen's snow buttocks, smelled the charming body fragrance of Aunt Wen, and became addicted.
No matter how I do it, Aunt Wen still refused to let go. I heard Aunt Wen's voice coming from above. If you don't go out, you will be late. Have you thought about how to explain to Shuxian tonight?
Well, I came out of Aunt Wen's skirt unwillingly, and reluctantly let go of Aunt Wen.
I couldn't help but roar in my heart, "Yao! The earth is so miserable for Mao. My life was so painful. I originally thought that after I came back, I would have infinite sexual blessings. Why did it turn out like this? Did I get the wrong script? Standing at the door of the school and looking at the familiar campus, I suddenly felt an inexplicable long-lost feeling arising from it.
All kinds of students around him hurriedly passed by and walked into the campus when they were about to be late.
I was once one of them, repeating the same scene day after day, year after year, as if nothing had happened
Returning to the familiar school, familiar class, looking at the familiar faces, there are many classmates who are swarming around me, as if seeing giant pandas
Everything in front of me seems to have not changed. Only I know that it is my mentality that has changed. I have experienced countless things happening to me. I have grown up and gradually matured. The things I naturally viewed no longer as before.
It turns out that this is how the world changes? Is this what it feels like? I have imagined countless times what I will become when I grow up. Although my age has not improved much, my heart is much older than my peers. Maybe this is how it is to grow up! I understand sentimentality, sorrow, so much, and finally I lose my innocence and a lot of happiness that I should have at this age.
Hello, slut, you guys are OK. I took a leave of absence for almost half a semester, and one semester is almost over
Yes! How did you do it? God man
Right! That's amazing
……
Something happened to me at home, so I didn't know how to recover my schoolwork after that. Alas...
Tell, you and us will do these things. Who doesn’t know that you were inconspicuous from the middle of the third year of junior high school, and suddenly became the best in the top. Do you think we will believe it if you are worried that your studies will not catch up with you?
that is……
Why are you making a noise? I'm going to go back to my seat quickly. When my classmates were clamoring for me, a teacher walked in.
The teacher was still threatening, so all the classmates around me scattered and returned to their seats in an instant
After all, this teacher is a substitute for the grade director. Even if he does not have this identity, the current No. 1 Middle School of the City is not a place where they can do whatever they want. The atmosphere of No. 1 Middle School has changed a lot after my mother took office as principal. After so long, the thorn head has been obeyed by the rules set by my mother. Even if there are still some small thorns, it has nothing to do with it.
At noon, after the bell of the last class in the morning rang, I instantly lay on the table, as if I had been ravaged for a thousand times. I haven't returned to school for a long time. I really feel uncomfortable when I came back.
I stretched my waist and then I was attracted by a figure outside the window.
I saw my mother holding a bento, as if she had just come out of the cafeteria and was about to return to the principal's room
I immediately became energetic, stood up from the chair quickly, ran out of the classroom, rushed into the cafeteria at a very fast speed, and also took a meal, and went to the principal's room where my mother was.
Walking through the aisle of the school building, there were almost no people in the school building at this time, and I almost went to have lunch at noon.
Oh, there are no people in normal times. After all, this is the place where the school leaders work, and at least the people are here. In addition, this is the floor of my mother's principal's office. How many people can I use to be on the same floor as my mother? By the way, I haven't tried to come to the principal's office to find my mother for a long time. I don't know how long it has been, and I knocked on my mother's office door familiarly.
I heard from my mother inside, come in...
Mom, as soon as I opened the door, I walked in with a smile
As usual, even during meal time, my mother still watched work while eating. When she heard her familiar voice, she raised her head and found that it was me who came. Her brows frowned slightly. Why are you here?
Let's see if you have a good meal, mom. As expected, you have eaten while working. This is not good for your health.
I put the food on my mother's table, pulled it over to the chair and sat down, Mom, let's eat together!
Wait, wait until I finish reading this document
No, I pretended to raise my face and turned off my mother's monitor together.
My mother glanced at me, but didn't blame me, and then put the plastic box packaged in the canteen upright.
Seeing my mother like this, I smiled
Mom, we haven’t had a meal together in your office like this for a long time, right?
After eating for a while, I suddenly stopped the chopsticks on my hand.
And my mother's eyes also stared, and said softly, "Hmm!"
This sound, Yes! After that, my mother fell silent again and ate her food silently
My lips trembled slightly, and I wanted to say something, but I couldn't speak.
The atmosphere suddenly returned to silence
In fact, after experiencing so many things, my mother and I know that we love each other, and my mother has no secrets to hide from me, so there should be no barriers.
But there is a layer of film between my mother and I, which cannot be penetrated no matter what.
My mother and I don’t know how to break this membrane, and it seems a bit awkward no matter how we get along.
In the days since I came back, I always wanted to find a breakthrough, but I didn’t talk about my mother’s response first, just approached my mother and then said something, and I felt extremely awkward.
I know very well that I love my mother, and I can also feel that my mother has a relationship with me that is beyond the mother and son, but she ends up in an embarrassing way.
Just like at this moment, I don’t understand why this is happening, but I just can’t achieve the vision in my heart, making people feel uncomfortable, sad and frustrated.
Just when I was at a loss, my mother's cell phone suddenly vibrated on the table. When my mother took the phone, she frowned slightly because she didn't recognize the number on it, and thought it was a sales phone number.
But he still insisted on the mentality of not being afraid of ten thousand and fearing if something happened. He pressed the answer button and put the phone in his ears.
In just a moment, my mother's face changed slightly. In the end, my mother suddenly angrily, "Don't worry about him, it's better to die." After that, my mother hung up the phone
What's wrong? Mom Seeing that my mother was so angry, I couldn't help but wonder that even if I was selling phone calls, it shouldn't cause my mother to react so fiercely!
However, my mother's anger did not last long. After hanging up the phone, my mother actually showed a slightly sad look, which made me very surprised and even more puzzled
Mom sighed softly, the hospital just called, your dead father has entered the hospital
Dad? This is a title that I almost forgot for a long time. I remember that after a quarrel with my father and mother, I left home and disappeared. Then because of my mother's affairs, I was not in the mood to pay attention. Now, I have completely lost expectations for my father. Since she said such hurtful words to my mother, and even when my mother was mentally ill, I have no hope for this father.
At the same time, it completely wiped out the last bit of guilt that my mother had about physical relationship with her,
He is not my dad. Since you almost became dementia because of him, I have no feelings for him. Besides, he has lived a very happy life with that vixen? Call that vixen! Why are you calling mom?
I'm angry
Mom was silent, not knowing what she was thinking, and her sudden eyes looked at me, which made me stunned. Xiaofeng, let's go with you now! Even if he is not a human being, he has lived together for decades, so it would be fine if he doesn't know. If he knows, I can't pass my own qualities if I don't go and take a look.
But mom, what if he is saying those words again to hurt you?
Do you think I am still afraid that he will hurt me? I used to hide this secret in my heart, for fear of being known to you. I turned out to be such a lewd woman. Now, no matter whether you know or not, it doesn't matter. I've been taken over by my own son. What's more, I can only blame me for waking up too late and almost falling into the whirlpool I created. I can't get out of it.
Uh... I stared at my mother with wide eyes, unable to believe that my mother would say such things
But I nodded and agreed to watch Dad with my mother
Although I said that the relationship between father and son has been exhausted, the relationship between father and son over the past ten years cannot be erased casually. Whether it is family affection or love, the bonds that exist are not easy to cut off.
After lunch, I stopped going back to the classroom. With my mother here, taking leave is as easy as farts. This may be the benefit of a principal's mother! But only in special circumstances, there is a little privilege. Usually, I don't need to mention the past, but I will cry if I say too much... My father's hospital is quite far from the school, just like last time I followed my father and Liu Huiying's affair. It was in the hospital in the city that almost crossed most of the city Z.
It was almost three o'clock when my mother and I took the bus, and it took more than an hour to drive.
Which ward does Xia Yu live in?
Who are you?
I received your call
Oh, you are Ms. Chen Shuxian, right?
Mom nodded
The nurse at the counter took out a form and rightly asked, are you Mr. Xia Yu’s wife?
Mom was stunned for a moment, not wanting to answer, but saw the nurse asking like this, and nodded stiffly
That's right, Mr. Xia Yu was sent to our hospital four days ago. At first, a woman was accompanied by him, but this woman never appeared again. Mr. Xia Yu had no other contact information. However, we couldn't make the phone call for the woman's registered contact information. In the end, we had to seek the help of the police and obtain the contact information of his identity and family.
Then what is he doing now? When the nurse mentioned a woman who sent her father to the hospital, her mother raised her eyebrows lightly and then replied to normal.
The sound rang out in a tepid manner, not like a husband who had entered the hospital, as a wife
The nurse was also a little surprised at her mother's cold attitude, but due to her professionalism, she did not ask much. Mr. Xia Yu's condition was very bad. It was a sudden cervical vertebrae cancer. It was in the middle and late stages, and the cancer cells almost spread to other places. The situation was very urgent, otherwise she would not have been so anxious to notify her family.
Cervical vertebrae cancer? How could it be? Dad didn't say anything before. Well! At most, it's overwork and the cervical vertebrae is a little red and swollen. I exclaimed in surprise
Although I don't know what cervical vertebrae cancer is, as long as it is related to cancer, nothing good is happening
And her mother also turned pale, and she didn't expect it to be so serious
Patients with cervical vertebrae cancer usually have bone and joint pain or swelling, and even some redness and swelling, so many people don’t pay much attention to it. It was too late when something really happened. Mr. Xia Yu is now unconscious. In order to relieve his pain, we had to inject him with a microscopic sedative.
Then...my dad...will he still save him?
It’s hard to say, the doctor said, Mr. Xia Yu’s condition is very bad. The cancer cells have spread to his entire cervical vertebra and along the spine that goes down the vertebra. Such a large area of cancer cells, relying on our current technology alone... The nurse did not continue, my mother and I understood what she meant
I'm afraid even if I can save myself, I will be paralyzed for the rest of my life...
The nurse said the last two words with difficulty
As a nurse, she has seen too much, so she has tried her best to speak in the direction of hope, just because she is afraid that her family will not be able to bear it.
But what she didn't expect was that after she talked about her father's condition, her mother's expression did not change at all, but the silence in her eyes could not be covered up.
I felt a sudden feeling of being in my heart, and I felt that it was difficult to continue breathing.
Dad...Mom's lips trembled slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but she still didn't say it. Where is he now? Take me there!
The nurse did not refuse, walked out of the counter first, signaling my mother and I to follow behind.
Mr. Xia Yu is here, you can go in and see him! Although he had an emergency surgery when he was sent to the hospital, he didn't know how long it would suppress cancer cells and would recur at any time. Talking to him more may cause the patient's will to survive, which will be helpful to him.
My mother and I nodded, thanked the nurse, and walked into the intensive care unit together.
I saw my father lying peacefully on the white hospital bed, with various instruments inserted on his body, and a fluctuating line segment next to him proved that his father's heartbeat was still alive.
My mother and I walked quietly, looking at my father's pale face without any blood. The familiar face seemed to awaken the happy days of my father and mother, my family of three.
At this moment, I no longer had my previous resistance to my father. After all, I don’t know whether my father still has tomorrow. Is it meaningful to hate him? Compared to me, my mother seemed much calmer, but the sadness under her pupils was not much less than mine.
After all, it is fake to say that there is no relationship for couples for more than ten years. A wife of a woman, maybe a wife of a woman like her mother is a wife of a woman! Although she has no relationship, at a critical moment, the one who appears by her side has been with her for more than ten years.
Mom sat next to her father and quietly looked at the man who had been with her for more than ten years. It was hard to believe that this person would disappear into this world at any time.
Even if people will die, if these things have not happened, she and the man will go to the end of their lives. At that time, they will still experience such things, but they just don't know who is in front and who is behind.
It’s not that my mother has fantasized about this day. As long as it is a woman, she has imagined her way when she gets old. At that time, she may watch her husband leave calmly, and she follows her steps or change it.
No matter which ending, they will face it together
In this way, life is impermanent, their relationship has changed drastically, and even the man in front of them has to leave first... After a long time, my mother and I don’t know how long they have been sitting, but we don’t talk. We just quietly accompany our father, as if we want to see him for the last time and accompany him through the last time.
Until Dad's fingers moved, his eyelids opened slightly. Since the sedative effect on his body had not been effective, it was not so convenient for Dad's body to move.
After a while, he also noticed someone beside him. Dad turned his head with difficulty and couldn't help but feel happy when he saw me and my mother.
Shuxian, Xiaofeng, you are here
Yes! Mom nodded
The very abnormal mother didn't make up a few words of sarcastic words. Maybe seeing her father's current appearance, she didn't want to argue again at this last moment!
Unexpectedly, I was willing to come to see me in the end. The one who was by my side was my abandoned wife and son...
I am so stupid... I have been very stupid all my life... My father's voice was weak, as if the oil lamp was about to be extinguished at any time, and his breath was drooping.
My mother seemed to have thought of something, and she embroidered her eyebrows and said calmly: Where is that woman Liu Huiying?
Haha, that bitch!!! Cough cough cough...
Dad snorted coldly, Yiran was too excited and had forgotten his current situation and kept coughing
My father breathed a little calmer, and told me and my mother about his experiences these days. A murderous light burst out from his pupils.
For her, I abandoned my family and turned against my best brother. In the end, I realized that all this was a lie...
But Dad is indeed not worthy of sympathy... It is traced back to the report I discovered. It is precisely because Liu Huiying told her father that her and Jingming's children were actually the kind of father. Because of this reason, Dad had to be coerced by Liu Huiying, afraid that Liu Huiying would tell his mother about this. Dad thought that as long as he obeyed Liu Huiying, Liu Huiying would not tell her mother about the matter, and everything would be the same as before.
However, his father didn't know that this was the beginning of his fall into the abyss. If he could make another choice, he would rather let his mother know than be coerced by Liu Huiying.
There is no regret medicine in the world, so the story can only continue
I have to say that Liu Huiying is a very capable woman. She is as simple and honest as her father. She has no power to resist Liu Huiying at all.
I believe everyone knows the story of the beginning, so I won’t say much here. Shortly after my father and Liu Huiying hooked up and became a rape, Liu Huiying told her father a news that she was pregnant.
My father believed it without any doubt. After all, my father had sex with Liu Huiying a lot at that time, but more so, my father didn't believe that Liu Huiying would deceive her
After all, my father felt guilty about Liu Huiying deep in his heart. He kept worrying about the fact that he got drunk with Liu Huiying and made her pregnant with her child.
The paper cannot cover the news. Uncle Jingming finally found out about Liu Huiying's pregnancy
Even Liu Huiying himself didn't know that Uncle Jingming lost his sperm activity due to an accident a year ago. Although there was no impact on the sex scene, he no longer had the ability to conceive the eggs. Uncle Jingming has been hiding this matter from Liu Huiying, a man, how can this be said? Besides, Uncle Jingming thought they were all of this age and their sons were so old, so it doesn't matter whether they want children or not.
Who knew that when he couldn't have children, his wife was pregnant. What does this mean? Men all know what happened!! After doubting, it was very easy to find out something. So not long after, after following him, he discovered a private meeting between Liu Huiying and his father. Uncle Jingming wanted to kill his father. What made Uncle Jingming even more sad and angry was that during the three people quarreled, Liu Huiying even said that their children were not the kind of Uncle Jingming.
Later, it was known that Liu Huiying and Uncle Jingming divorced, and his father also became enemies with his best brother. This time it happened that his father disappeared and there was no contact for a long time.
Then my father and Liu Huiying found a place to settle down. Although they maintained an affair with Liu Huiying because of responsibility and guilt, my father still cared about his mother and me.
However, as time goes by, Dad and Liu Huiying got the happiness that his mother and his mother could not get for more than ten years. Compared to his mother, Liu Huiying knows how to pull men's thoughts better than his mother.
In pain and tangle and physical pleasure, Dad gradually fell into trouble
With Liu Huiying's methods, his father had already fallen under Liu Huiying's pomegranate skirt, but Liu Huiying knew very well that his father still had a trace of love for his mother and me.
In order to make my father even more devoted to her, he told a truth she had learned.
Back then, maybe even my mother didn't know it. In fact, Liu Huiying knew her mother, so she knew something about her mother back then and told her father.
As expected, after I learned the truth, my father couldn't believe it. After I exposed my father's fishing outside, I deliberately told Jingjiang when he confronted my mother.
This was also Liu Huiying's arrangement. She knew that just by saying this, her father would not believe it. She asked her father to go back and try to speak these two words to see what her mother reacted
This triggered the next thing
The mother's violent reaction made her father finally believe Liu Huiying's words, and finally cut off her last attachment to her mother. At the same time, she also made her guilt of abandoning her wife completely disappear without a trace.
In this way, he and Liu Huiying finally don’t have to bear the torture of guilt when they are together.
When my father thought that his new life with Liu Huiying was about to begin, God always liked to tease people. My father had long been a hidden danger left by hard work in driving, which led to him suffering from cervical vertebrae cancer. When he learned that bone cancer was already in the middle and late stages of the disease.
After knowing that he was about to die soon, my father almost collapsed
Even then, when his father was desperate, he made a decision, that is, to do something for Liu Huiying and the orphans and widows in her belly, so that even if he is gone, Liu Huiying and his children can have a place to stay.
Dad's purpose is the house he and his mother once worked hard for several years to raise money to buy
My father thought that there was a share of this house at the beginning. Besides, my mother was a principal, and she ate national food anyway. Even if my mother was not corrupt, she still had a salary. Even if she didn't have a house, she could live a good life.
But Liu Huiying is different. She is a pregnant woman, an orphan and widowed mother, how can she survive in this city in the future? It’s just that the house deed is tightly held in her mother’s hand. My father would have to go home again and beg for her mother’s forgiveness and want to get the house deed out of her mother’s hand.
From the beginning, my father didn't really want to come back, but my father's luck was pretty good. He just happened to be stuck with my mother's feelings for me. I don't know if I should continue this wrong relationship.
My father's return made my mother firmly determined. In order to make me give up, I accepted my father's apology.
I don’t know if it’s luck or misfortune, but my mother’s mind is always unable to let go of me. My father and I are just a couple on the surface, which makes my father extremely frustrated and can’t do anything. I can get the deed from my mother.