Please forgive me! I know it's my fault, I...
Alas... I kept knocking on my mother's door, but my mother didn't want to open the door. Since my mother witnessed Aunt Wen and I were fighting in the stairwell the day before yesterday, my mother kept locking herself in the room. It has been two or three days since I came out. My mother has not dripped water in the past two or three days and has not entered the rice. I am really worried that my mother's body will be damaged. If it weren't for the fear that it would make her more irritating, I would like to break into the door and pull her out.
Mom, I know you are angry with me, but don’t be unable to get along with your body! Well, why do you say you come out to eat something first! I am very scared of Ah! Yiran still had no movement in the room, and seeing this, I could only sigh and walk away sadly
I don't know how to persuade my mother, because I can't say any reason. It's not wrong for me to love my mother, but I also love Aunt Wen. Yes, yes, I'm very promiscuous, but in the world of love, there is no right or wrong. Aunt Wen has paid so much for me. Could it be that I want to give up Aunt Wen for my mother? If that happens, I will be even more human. Both are extremely important parts of my life. They have long been deeply trapped in my life. It is undoubtedly my life to remove any one of them.
That is, for my mother, I only have to owe and sigh at this moment, because I will never give up Aunt Wen, but I also love Mom. I have no intention of hurting anyone, but it is natural that my mother is angry with me.
With my mother like this, many people think I should be happy. After all, my mother's reaction has finally confirmed my position in my mother's mind. It is not just that my son's position is as simple as it is? No matter how stupid or stupid I am, no matter how low my emotional intelligence is, I believe I can see that my mother's true feelings for me should be grateful? But why do I have no feeling of being happy at this moment?
Maybe as Aunt Wen said, give some time for her mother, maybe she will figure it out... I also held hope until that day...
I went home from school as usual. I just walked to the door and was about to take out the key and open the door. I heard a huge roar from inside, followed by a quarrel. And one of them seemed to be my mother's voice. I immediately felt a sudden sound in my heart. I quickly put the key into the keyhole and rushed into the door to see what was going on.
Chen Shuxian, don't pretend to be noble anymore. In the end, you're not a bitch
Xia Yu, I'll fight with you
As soon as I entered the door, I saw my father coming out of my mother's room, holding something like a document in his hand, and my mother was pulling and fighting with her father, but she was tall and tall. How could her mother be her opponent? In an instant, my mother was pushed aside.
However, my father did not have any pity on his face at this time, as if he looked at his mother like an enemy. Am I wrong? Are you just a bitch? I have thought you were so noble over the years, hahaha, do you know? I am just a fool, a fool who was played with by you in the applause.
Xia Yu, you bastard. The mother who was pushed away was still unwilling to give up. She rushed up again and wrestled with her father, as if she wanted to grab the documents in her father's hand.
Seeing this scene, I was completely unaware of it. My father, who had not seen for a long time, actually came back, and he came back when he came back, but why did he have an argument with his mother? And it was the first time I saw my father's hysterical expression, as if he was angry and angry. His eyes looked at his mother as if he was looking at an enemy, but there was also a complex meaning in his pupils, disappointment? Angry? What fell into my eyes was depressed... and a hint of gloom...
It doesn't feel like the vitality that life should have, but more like the loneliness of the sunset and the west...
This is the first time I have seen my father like this in my memory. Even when I made my father angry and was beaten by him, I didn’t show such a terrible expression. In my impression, most of my father is more intimate. Compared to my mother’s seriousness, I like my father more. It’s just that too many things have happened recently. I am disappointed with my father bit by bit. In addition, my unfair thoughts towards my mother have made my impression of my father worse.
However, in the past, I admired and close to my father. When I was young, I really felt that there was no place in the world that made me feel more secure than my father's shoulders. No matter what happened, my father stood quietly behind me like a mountain, sheltering me from the wind and rain. Even later, my father got into trouble with Liu Huiying and abandoned our home. I was angry, but my father returned to my side and my mother. Putting aside my thoughts about my mother, I was actually a little happy in my heart.
No matter what I think about my father now, what is happening in front of me? Why is the once amiable father so indifferent to his mother? Before, my father didn’t come back, and in order to ask my mother and me for forgiveness, he was as sincere as he was, but he was so sincere as he was. Why did he suddenly change today?
When I was stunned, my father pushed my mother away again. The difference this time was that my father was even more powerful. He pushed my mother backwards and accidentally tripped a piece of thing on the ground. When he fell down, I didn't care about thinking about anything else. He rushed forward and ran to my mother to see if my mother was injured.
Seeing that my mother's feet were red and blue, I immediately felt distressed and ignited anger. I turned my head and stared at my father, why are you pushing my mother so hard!!
Exercise force? I can't stand the pain for only such a slight injury? What's the damage your mother has put on me for more than ten years? I saw that my father had no regrets at all, nor did he feel any regret for pushing his mother away, and his expression became even more ferocious. Yes, I almost forgot about it. There is also the evil seed of you. I tell you, your mother is a bitch, you fucking...
Xia Yu!!! Before my father could say it, my mother yelled at him. If you dare to say it, I will fight you today!!!
Why? Are you scared? Do you also have times of fear? Don’t you claim to be noble? Are you afraid of being conservative and arrogant all day long? Let me tell you, I’ll give up today. Over the past ten years, I’ve been so angry that I’ve been able to make it clear today. Today I’ll explain everything clearly
Xia Liufeng, no, it’s hard to say whether you are from Xia’s surname! You are just a bastard, do you know?
What...what does it mean...?!? When I saw my father laughing at himself, I couldn't help but feel abrupt. I felt inexplicably scared, and a bad premonition arose in my heart.
And my mother was yelling, Xia Yu, you dare!!!
Dare? What's wrong with me! I'll let your son see your true face clearly today. I see how you can maintain your self-proclaimed aloof attitude, hahahaha
I fought with you and my mother ignored her foot injury, got up from the ground, went up again to grab her father's clothes, and her arms and chest, and grabbed her body randomly. Her father showed no mercy and threw her mother to the ground.
You must know nothing! You are not my son at all, but your mother doesn't know who she gave birth to. In order to block the mouths of the world, your mother was so happy to marry me. I was still happy back then. In order to marry your mother, so many people didn't choose, and finally chose me. It made me so happy back then hahahahahahahahahaha
Dad is laughing, and it is extremely terrible. It turns out that I am just a fool, a sucker, but your mother is the sucker in order not to ruin her reputation, hahahahahaha
Fool, I'm such a fucking fool, hahaha
At the end of my speech, my father choked up and looked at me and my mother again. My whole body changed. I suddenly felt that the father in front of me was so strange, so strange that I was scared. My father's words...
I am not your son of dad... I was stunned because the impact was too great for me. Even if dad disappointed me repeatedly, in my nearly seventeen years of life, dad is dad, and there is no other reason. But today it was this dad who told me in person that he is not my dad, I am just a villain, and the bastard is from my mother and other people. How can I accept this all at once?
I turned my head and looked in my mother's direction. I saw my mother gritting her teeth and staring at her father. Even if my eyes were coming, she was still unmoved. She stared at her father's eyes were red, as if they were bleeding, and then she turned into a wisp of dead ashes. She collapsed on the ground and no longer had any blood.
Seeing my mother like this, I'm afraid that what my father said is true, but how do I accept it? My mother actually had an affair with another man and gave birth to me. This completely ruined everything I knew... How could my mother be like this... In my mind, my mother is such a pure and noble, conservative and rigorous person. How could she be with others...
This is impossible, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I'm going crazy all over how is this possible, I won't believe it... I won't believe it...
You don't believe it...hahahaha...If you don't believe it, you can ask the person beside you, your mother, and see how she will answer you, hahahahahaha
Mom, Mom I keep calling Mom, Mom, tell me, none of these are true, tell me Ah!!!
My mother didn't move at all, as if she was dead, fell into silence, and there was no glory in her pupils. She turned gray and covered with a layer of gray color. When I saw my mother like this, I thought of what Aunt Wen once said to me, saying that there was a knot in my heart. It was because of this knot that I could not let go of my grudges. It was because of this knot that I was really with me that my mother pushed me away. Even though she hadn't simply treated me like a son, she still couldn't get through the hurdle in her heart.
Until today I finally understand everything, but the impact of this fact is too great for me hahaha, it turns out that in my nearly seventeen years of life, I just lived just a mirage.
It turns out that the real me is just a bastard
I couldn't help but become demented. I lived for almost seventeen years before I realized my life, the so-called family, father, mother, everything was fake. At this moment, I felt that my entire outlook on life had collapsed for a while and even forgot about the one who had just wanted to help my mother. I stood in the middle, and my eyes gradually became dull.
Seeing my mother and I, a trace of compassion flashed in my eyes. There was something to say on my face that was originally full of anger. But at this moment, I never said it again. After all, I have lived for so many years. It is fake to say that there is no feeling. Even though he was feeling a little depressed, he finally couldn't make a cruel decision when he saw the appearance of his beloved son in the past.
Then he looked at my mother and I deeply, clenched the white paper in his hand, twisted his head and turned around and left outside the entrance hall.
The rest of me and my mother, I was stunned and didn't know why, and I didn't know where I should go. This sudden change caused me to lose all my life goals. In less than half an hour after I got home, I felt that my life had undergone a huge change.
I found that I don't even know who I am
Mom... It seemed like she lost her soul, without any spirit, and even a trace of light in her pupils. Some of them were just a dead gray area, and there was no trace of anger.
My father didn't close the door after leaving. I don't know how long it took, a beautiful figure appeared outside the door. It was not hers. It was Aunt Wen who was opening the door. Suddenly, I found that the door next door was open, and my eyes were casting. I happened to see me standing alone, motionless, as if I was stupid, and my mother was limp at my feet, her eyes were dull, making people feel terrible.
Aunt Wen immediately stepped out and stepped in, not caring whether my mother was present. When she saw my mother and I looked, she became suspicious. Xiaofeng? Shuxian? What's wrong with you? Why do you all look like you are losing your soul?
My mother was still unmoved, and after hearing Aunt Wen's voice, my expression finally became a little bit lustful. I turned my head stiffly and said dumbly: Aunt Wen...
I'm here! What happened? And the door outside is open, can you be thieves? Aunt Wen walked to me, her eyes showing a gentle care in her eyes.
Yiran, I looked at Aunt Wen blankly, Aunt Wen... Do you know who I am? I found that I don’t know who I am. I found that the sixteen years I have lived were all fake. I am a bastard. Do you know that Aunt Wen? I am a bastard, a bastard who popped up somewhere.
I was very calm when I was saying these words, and I was not very excited, as if I was talking about something very ordinary, but the more I did, the more scared Wen Wanting seemed and worried. What kind of bastard? What mess are you talking about? What exactly happened? Why did your reaction to Shuxian so strange?
Aunt Wen...
If you have anything, you can tell me, aunt will help you solve it. As Aunt Wen will embrace her arms
Aunt Wen...Dad...Mom...
Alas, Shuxian...
Before I could tell, my mother suddenly stood up from the ground and walked out of the door slowly. Aunt Wen wanted to stop it, but when she glanced at me in her arms, Aunt Wen chose me in the end and did not chase after her and stopped her mother.
I seemed to have not seen my mother, and I was in a state of being dreamy, not a dream, not a fool, not a fool, and I was thrown into Aunt Wen's arms and kept vomiting in my mouth. I am a bastard.
After my fragments of words, Aunt Wen roughly learned why my mother and I became so strange. My experiences I heard were heard. Even Aunt Wen couldn't help but sigh. Although I guessed that Shuxian had a huge secret in her heart early in the morning, I didn't expect it to be like this. It was beyond my imagination. This was what I never expected.
But that’s the only way, perhaps this will make Lian Shuxian’s personality form a knot!
Wen Wanting gently caressed the back of the beloved man in her arms. She didn't say anything. She knew that what I needed most at this time was a quiet and warm embrace. Anyone who suddenly learned such a fact would become at a loss, or even scared. She knew that she had lived in the world for more than ten years and had always loved her. She was not her biological father, but her mother and other men gave birth to a bastard. She also had a cognitive and conservative mother in her impression that she had done such a thing. She had sex with other men before she got married and broke the child and married her father. She treated her father as a seller. As for who her biological father was, there was no need to pursue it. Such a bloody plot, domestic TV series have been filmed, and I can tell the direction of the plot with my butt.
Wen Wanting knows the difference between me than anyone else. The reason why I am so touched is not because of my life experience, but because my perception of my mother is different from that of an ordinary family. The relationship between me and my mother is not just a simple mother and son. The sudden impact today has broken all my longings, and at the same time, it also shattered my inner impression of my rigorous and conservative impression of my mother.
Come on, Xiao Feng
Aunt Wen suddenly pulled me out of her arms and then put it on my arm. Xiaofeng, tell me now, do you still love your mother?
Of course I love it, but...
No, since you love it, since you still love your mother, then you don’t need to mind what your mother has experienced in the past. At this time, Aunt Wen paused. Your biggest confusion now is that you suddenly realized that your mother was not what you imagined. In fact, to be honest, have there been any changes? Even if, even if your mother has had an indecent past, so what? That is already the past, and it is already the matter before you were born. Have you changed any changes now?
No, compared with today, there is no change and you should be happier. You have been worried that your mother is always close to you, but she is very far away. I have always wanted to know what your mother is thinking and what kind of knot is there? And now you finally know, isn’t there hope of opening this knot?
As for your father, I don’t make many comments. From your father’s position, he should be angry. He is not wrong, but you don’t have to complain. Even if you are born to your mother and other men, so what if you are a bastard? Even if the whole world despises you, isn’t there any aunt? In fact, you can think about it in a different position. If the aunt and Xiaopei’s father have not divorced, then if the aunt ruins your child, will you dare to say that this child is a bastard?
Maybe your mother was like the current aunt, who loved that man deeply, and even got pregnant with you for him. It was indeed unfair to your father in this matter, but maybe your mother had difficulties that you didn’t know! You haven’t experienced that era, and feudal ideas could destroy a person. In that era, pregnancy before marriage was so terrible to a woman. Do you know? Your mother was so young at that time.
Actually, the aunt knows that what you care about the most is that this incident breaks your view of your mother, making you feel unfamiliar with your mother suddenly. It seems that you met your mother again today. You are very scared. You are afraid that your heart will deny your mother, and you will feel that your mother is a lewd woman, a woman who can do the best to be a husband.
Xiaofeng, you should know that people have a past, just like an aunt, who was also in temptation at the beginning, and didn’t know how many men they had slept with or how many men they had fucked by. Didn’t you accept the aunt and save the aunt from that painful experience. Now if it were your mother, wouldn’t you be able to do it? Or did you think that the aunt should be more lewd than the mother, so you can accept the aunt but cannot accept your mother?
No...I... Of course I don't think so, but after listening to Aunt Wen's words, I don't know how to express my heart at this moment
Since it is not, then what are you still worried about and what are you confused about? Don’t forget that you have no time to be sad. I asked about the news from the Discipline Inspection Commission today. If there is still no financial news on the public security department, then the order to arrest your mother will be officially issued.
Why...how is so fast!? I was shocked
This is already very slow. If it weren't for the impact, maybe your mother had been arrested for corruption now. Don't underestimate the energy from the provincial and ministerial level. The law will always be a plaything for those in power. You must be clear about this point.
Suddenly, I hesitated in my heart, thinking to myself that I could not be depressed anymore, and I had to cheer up. I stood up quietly. Aunt Wen, thank you, whenever I am confused, you can always guide me, I...
Enemies... Do we still need to distinguish between whom? Who told you that little bastard is not at all relieved? Seeing that I was excited, Aunt Wen breathed a sigh of relief, and the worries between her eyebrows gradually relaxed. She knew that it was really good to worry me. Go and find your mother! She ran out just now, and Shuxian's current state is very unstable. It would be better to have someone be by my side to take care of her, otherwise something will be bad.
Yes! I'll get my mom back now
As I said that, I explained to Aunt Wen, and then walked straight to the house and went to find my mother. Aunt Wen looked at my back and sighed secretly. With her experience, I couldn't see that I was not completely unwilling as I said. Maybe after her persuasion, I wouldn't be depressed, but whether my mood has improved is the other two things.
Yes, suddenly I learned this fact, no one could be fine for a while. Now she has said everything she should say, and the rest is left for me to slowly figure it out.
Just as Aunt Wen thought, I walked on the street, with a faint sadness and melancholy written on my face. I don’t know what I was thinking in my heart now. I was inexplicably sad. Aunt Wen’s words did make me feel a little more comfortable, but the inner turmoil is still difficult to calm down.
Even I don’t know how to describe it. A father who has been my memory since I have memory. In my cognition and in my consciousness, his father is already my father. There is no reason for the father-son relationship for more than ten years. The time I spent with my father, every bit, is in my memory. Although many things have happened in the middle, even though my father has disappointed me and my mother for a while, I’m sorry for our family, but at this moment I realized that even though I was so angry with my father on the surface, I still regarded him as my father in my heart.
However, today I suddenly told me that I was not my father's biological son, and I had no blood connection at all. Over the past ten years, I have lived in the lies woven by my mother, and my mother was even more unacceptable. In addition to my father, she had another man. For that man, my mother even got pregnant without getting married, and then married my father. Although I don't know the process of passing the matter, how my mother hid it from my father and made my father believe it, these are no longer important. The facts in front of me are very clear, that is, the fact that I am not my father's biological son.
Suddenly, my father was so far away from me, as if the relationship that had been with me for more than ten years, and the father-son relationship that was thicker than water, disappeared without a trace. After learning the truth, I suddenly felt that even if it was a decade of love, it was extremely fragile, no matter whether it was a blood relationship or not, there was no fake time for more than ten years. Others said that the biological mother was not big enough for the adoptive mother, but my father...
It was too heartbroken, and it was even a bit weird, which made me feel a lot of suspicion, but the thing came too suddenly, and I didn't think much about it at that time. Now when I think about it, my father is indeed a little weird, and when I think back to my father's mental state today, it seems a bit weird, but I can't say it
Actually, what I worry most now is my mother. I can see that this secret has been hidden in my mother's heart for many years. I am afraid that the mother will bring this secret to the coffin. How did my father know it? For such a thing, my mother cannot leave any clues at home, and it is even more impossible. Maybe my grandparents will know it, but the two have not been for many years. Any clue has long since passed with the passage of time. It can be said that this secret is impossible to be known except for my mother. I have always wanted to find out why my mother pushed me away, but I have found nothing. So how did my father know it?
Suddenly, I felt more and more confused about my mother. I don’t know how to tell her. To be honest, when I first learned that my mother had such a past, I was really uncomfortable and even felt like I was full of thoughts, as if my worldview was about to collapse. My mother, who has always been arrogant and rigorous and conservative, has always regarded education as a lifelong career, and has done such a thing. I can’t believe it.
But after I thought it deeper, I found that it was nothing. After all, my mother was just pregnant before marriage. In this era, such things have long been common, and it is no wonder. But when my mother was young, it was extremely shameful. It can even be said to be shameful to the people and relatives around me, and people can point fingers. It is impossible to even be a remote mountain village that may even be soaked in pig cages. Don't think it's a joke. The feudal idea was so ignorant that you would never imagine how foolish the people at that time.
My mother was so young at that time. How panic, helpless, and scared would be like a young girl when she had such a thing happened. These are all predictable. Although I don’t know why my mother married her father later, I guess she was also very helpless. Otherwise, with her mother’s appearance, how could she look down on her father who was not a bit honest? This is also a doubt I have always had, and now I finally got the answer. It’s nothing more than just for the unborn I can have a legitimate identity and not be rolled by the eyes of the people around me.
Although I am sorry for my father, my mother still tolerated it for me. I have never felt sorry for my father over the years. In addition to being a little cold to my father due to his personality, she took good care of her husband and children, and even better than her father in terms of achievements.
Alas... I kept knocking on my mother's door, but my mother didn't want to open the door. Since my mother witnessed Aunt Wen and I were fighting in the stairwell the day before yesterday, my mother kept locking herself in the room. It has been two or three days since I came out. My mother has not dripped water in the past two or three days and has not entered the rice. I am really worried that my mother's body will be damaged. If it weren't for the fear that it would make her more irritating, I would like to break into the door and pull her out.
Mom, I know you are angry with me, but don’t be unable to get along with your body! Well, why do you say you come out to eat something first! I am very scared of Ah! Yiran still had no movement in the room, and seeing this, I could only sigh and walk away sadly
I don't know how to persuade my mother, because I can't say any reason. It's not wrong for me to love my mother, but I also love Aunt Wen. Yes, yes, I'm very promiscuous, but in the world of love, there is no right or wrong. Aunt Wen has paid so much for me. Could it be that I want to give up Aunt Wen for my mother? If that happens, I will be even more human. Both are extremely important parts of my life. They have long been deeply trapped in my life. It is undoubtedly my life to remove any one of them.
That is, for my mother, I only have to owe and sigh at this moment, because I will never give up Aunt Wen, but I also love Mom. I have no intention of hurting anyone, but it is natural that my mother is angry with me.
With my mother like this, many people think I should be happy. After all, my mother's reaction has finally confirmed my position in my mother's mind. It is not just that my son's position is as simple as it is? No matter how stupid or stupid I am, no matter how low my emotional intelligence is, I believe I can see that my mother's true feelings for me should be grateful? But why do I have no feeling of being happy at this moment?
Maybe as Aunt Wen said, give some time for her mother, maybe she will figure it out... I also held hope until that day...
I went home from school as usual. I just walked to the door and was about to take out the key and open the door. I heard a huge roar from inside, followed by a quarrel. And one of them seemed to be my mother's voice. I immediately felt a sudden sound in my heart. I quickly put the key into the keyhole and rushed into the door to see what was going on.
Chen Shuxian, don't pretend to be noble anymore. In the end, you're not a bitch
Xia Yu, I'll fight with you
As soon as I entered the door, I saw my father coming out of my mother's room, holding something like a document in his hand, and my mother was pulling and fighting with her father, but she was tall and tall. How could her mother be her opponent? In an instant, my mother was pushed aside.
However, my father did not have any pity on his face at this time, as if he looked at his mother like an enemy. Am I wrong? Are you just a bitch? I have thought you were so noble over the years, hahaha, do you know? I am just a fool, a fool who was played with by you in the applause.
Xia Yu, you bastard. The mother who was pushed away was still unwilling to give up. She rushed up again and wrestled with her father, as if she wanted to grab the documents in her father's hand.
Seeing this scene, I was completely unaware of it. My father, who had not seen for a long time, actually came back, and he came back when he came back, but why did he have an argument with his mother? And it was the first time I saw my father's hysterical expression, as if he was angry and angry. His eyes looked at his mother as if he was looking at an enemy, but there was also a complex meaning in his pupils, disappointment? Angry? What fell into my eyes was depressed... and a hint of gloom...
It doesn't feel like the vitality that life should have, but more like the loneliness of the sunset and the west...
This is the first time I have seen my father like this in my memory. Even when I made my father angry and was beaten by him, I didn’t show such a terrible expression. In my impression, most of my father is more intimate. Compared to my mother’s seriousness, I like my father more. It’s just that too many things have happened recently. I am disappointed with my father bit by bit. In addition, my unfair thoughts towards my mother have made my impression of my father worse.
However, in the past, I admired and close to my father. When I was young, I really felt that there was no place in the world that made me feel more secure than my father's shoulders. No matter what happened, my father stood quietly behind me like a mountain, sheltering me from the wind and rain. Even later, my father got into trouble with Liu Huiying and abandoned our home. I was angry, but my father returned to my side and my mother. Putting aside my thoughts about my mother, I was actually a little happy in my heart.
No matter what I think about my father now, what is happening in front of me? Why is the once amiable father so indifferent to his mother? Before, my father didn’t come back, and in order to ask my mother and me for forgiveness, he was as sincere as he was, but he was so sincere as he was. Why did he suddenly change today?
When I was stunned, my father pushed my mother away again. The difference this time was that my father was even more powerful. He pushed my mother backwards and accidentally tripped a piece of thing on the ground. When he fell down, I didn't care about thinking about anything else. He rushed forward and ran to my mother to see if my mother was injured.
Seeing that my mother's feet were red and blue, I immediately felt distressed and ignited anger. I turned my head and stared at my father, why are you pushing my mother so hard!!
Exercise force? I can't stand the pain for only such a slight injury? What's the damage your mother has put on me for more than ten years? I saw that my father had no regrets at all, nor did he feel any regret for pushing his mother away, and his expression became even more ferocious. Yes, I almost forgot about it. There is also the evil seed of you. I tell you, your mother is a bitch, you fucking...
Xia Yu!!! Before my father could say it, my mother yelled at him. If you dare to say it, I will fight you today!!!
Why? Are you scared? Do you also have times of fear? Don’t you claim to be noble? Are you afraid of being conservative and arrogant all day long? Let me tell you, I’ll give up today. Over the past ten years, I’ve been so angry that I’ve been able to make it clear today. Today I’ll explain everything clearly
Xia Liufeng, no, it’s hard to say whether you are from Xia’s surname! You are just a bastard, do you know?
What...what does it mean...?!? When I saw my father laughing at himself, I couldn't help but feel abrupt. I felt inexplicably scared, and a bad premonition arose in my heart.
And my mother was yelling, Xia Yu, you dare!!!
Dare? What's wrong with me! I'll let your son see your true face clearly today. I see how you can maintain your self-proclaimed aloof attitude, hahahaha
I fought with you and my mother ignored her foot injury, got up from the ground, went up again to grab her father's clothes, and her arms and chest, and grabbed her body randomly. Her father showed no mercy and threw her mother to the ground.
You must know nothing! You are not my son at all, but your mother doesn't know who she gave birth to. In order to block the mouths of the world, your mother was so happy to marry me. I was still happy back then. In order to marry your mother, so many people didn't choose, and finally chose me. It made me so happy back then hahahahahahahahahaha
Dad is laughing, and it is extremely terrible. It turns out that I am just a fool, a sucker, but your mother is the sucker in order not to ruin her reputation, hahahahahaha
Fool, I'm such a fucking fool, hahaha
At the end of my speech, my father choked up and looked at me and my mother again. My whole body changed. I suddenly felt that the father in front of me was so strange, so strange that I was scared. My father's words...
I am not your son of dad... I was stunned because the impact was too great for me. Even if dad disappointed me repeatedly, in my nearly seventeen years of life, dad is dad, and there is no other reason. But today it was this dad who told me in person that he is not my dad, I am just a villain, and the bastard is from my mother and other people. How can I accept this all at once?
I turned my head and looked in my mother's direction. I saw my mother gritting her teeth and staring at her father. Even if my eyes were coming, she was still unmoved. She stared at her father's eyes were red, as if they were bleeding, and then she turned into a wisp of dead ashes. She collapsed on the ground and no longer had any blood.
Seeing my mother like this, I'm afraid that what my father said is true, but how do I accept it? My mother actually had an affair with another man and gave birth to me. This completely ruined everything I knew... How could my mother be like this... In my mind, my mother is such a pure and noble, conservative and rigorous person. How could she be with others...
This is impossible, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I'm going crazy all over how is this possible, I won't believe it... I won't believe it...
You don't believe it...hahahaha...If you don't believe it, you can ask the person beside you, your mother, and see how she will answer you, hahahahahaha
Mom, Mom I keep calling Mom, Mom, tell me, none of these are true, tell me Ah!!!
My mother didn't move at all, as if she was dead, fell into silence, and there was no glory in her pupils. She turned gray and covered with a layer of gray color. When I saw my mother like this, I thought of what Aunt Wen once said to me, saying that there was a knot in my heart. It was because of this knot that I could not let go of my grudges. It was because of this knot that I was really with me that my mother pushed me away. Even though she hadn't simply treated me like a son, she still couldn't get through the hurdle in her heart.
Until today I finally understand everything, but the impact of this fact is too great for me hahaha, it turns out that in my nearly seventeen years of life, I just lived just a mirage.
It turns out that the real me is just a bastard
I couldn't help but become demented. I lived for almost seventeen years before I realized my life, the so-called family, father, mother, everything was fake. At this moment, I felt that my entire outlook on life had collapsed for a while and even forgot about the one who had just wanted to help my mother. I stood in the middle, and my eyes gradually became dull.
Seeing my mother and I, a trace of compassion flashed in my eyes. There was something to say on my face that was originally full of anger. But at this moment, I never said it again. After all, I have lived for so many years. It is fake to say that there is no feeling. Even though he was feeling a little depressed, he finally couldn't make a cruel decision when he saw the appearance of his beloved son in the past.
Then he looked at my mother and I deeply, clenched the white paper in his hand, twisted his head and turned around and left outside the entrance hall.
The rest of me and my mother, I was stunned and didn't know why, and I didn't know where I should go. This sudden change caused me to lose all my life goals. In less than half an hour after I got home, I felt that my life had undergone a huge change.
I found that I don't even know who I am
Mom... It seemed like she lost her soul, without any spirit, and even a trace of light in her pupils. Some of them were just a dead gray area, and there was no trace of anger.
My father didn't close the door after leaving. I don't know how long it took, a beautiful figure appeared outside the door. It was not hers. It was Aunt Wen who was opening the door. Suddenly, I found that the door next door was open, and my eyes were casting. I happened to see me standing alone, motionless, as if I was stupid, and my mother was limp at my feet, her eyes were dull, making people feel terrible.
Aunt Wen immediately stepped out and stepped in, not caring whether my mother was present. When she saw my mother and I looked, she became suspicious. Xiaofeng? Shuxian? What's wrong with you? Why do you all look like you are losing your soul?
My mother was still unmoved, and after hearing Aunt Wen's voice, my expression finally became a little bit lustful. I turned my head stiffly and said dumbly: Aunt Wen...
I'm here! What happened? And the door outside is open, can you be thieves? Aunt Wen walked to me, her eyes showing a gentle care in her eyes.
Yiran, I looked at Aunt Wen blankly, Aunt Wen... Do you know who I am? I found that I don’t know who I am. I found that the sixteen years I have lived were all fake. I am a bastard. Do you know that Aunt Wen? I am a bastard, a bastard who popped up somewhere.
I was very calm when I was saying these words, and I was not very excited, as if I was talking about something very ordinary, but the more I did, the more scared Wen Wanting seemed and worried. What kind of bastard? What mess are you talking about? What exactly happened? Why did your reaction to Shuxian so strange?
Aunt Wen...
If you have anything, you can tell me, aunt will help you solve it. As Aunt Wen will embrace her arms
Aunt Wen...Dad...Mom...
Alas, Shuxian...
Before I could tell, my mother suddenly stood up from the ground and walked out of the door slowly. Aunt Wen wanted to stop it, but when she glanced at me in her arms, Aunt Wen chose me in the end and did not chase after her and stopped her mother.
I seemed to have not seen my mother, and I was in a state of being dreamy, not a dream, not a fool, not a fool, and I was thrown into Aunt Wen's arms and kept vomiting in my mouth. I am a bastard.
After my fragments of words, Aunt Wen roughly learned why my mother and I became so strange. My experiences I heard were heard. Even Aunt Wen couldn't help but sigh. Although I guessed that Shuxian had a huge secret in her heart early in the morning, I didn't expect it to be like this. It was beyond my imagination. This was what I never expected.
But that’s the only way, perhaps this will make Lian Shuxian’s personality form a knot!
Wen Wanting gently caressed the back of the beloved man in her arms. She didn't say anything. She knew that what I needed most at this time was a quiet and warm embrace. Anyone who suddenly learned such a fact would become at a loss, or even scared. She knew that she had lived in the world for more than ten years and had always loved her. She was not her biological father, but her mother and other men gave birth to a bastard. She also had a cognitive and conservative mother in her impression that she had done such a thing. She had sex with other men before she got married and broke the child and married her father. She treated her father as a seller. As for who her biological father was, there was no need to pursue it. Such a bloody plot, domestic TV series have been filmed, and I can tell the direction of the plot with my butt.
Wen Wanting knows the difference between me than anyone else. The reason why I am so touched is not because of my life experience, but because my perception of my mother is different from that of an ordinary family. The relationship between me and my mother is not just a simple mother and son. The sudden impact today has broken all my longings, and at the same time, it also shattered my inner impression of my rigorous and conservative impression of my mother.
Come on, Xiao Feng
Aunt Wen suddenly pulled me out of her arms and then put it on my arm. Xiaofeng, tell me now, do you still love your mother?
Of course I love it, but...
No, since you love it, since you still love your mother, then you don’t need to mind what your mother has experienced in the past. At this time, Aunt Wen paused. Your biggest confusion now is that you suddenly realized that your mother was not what you imagined. In fact, to be honest, have there been any changes? Even if, even if your mother has had an indecent past, so what? That is already the past, and it is already the matter before you were born. Have you changed any changes now?
No, compared with today, there is no change and you should be happier. You have been worried that your mother is always close to you, but she is very far away. I have always wanted to know what your mother is thinking and what kind of knot is there? And now you finally know, isn’t there hope of opening this knot?
As for your father, I don’t make many comments. From your father’s position, he should be angry. He is not wrong, but you don’t have to complain. Even if you are born to your mother and other men, so what if you are a bastard? Even if the whole world despises you, isn’t there any aunt? In fact, you can think about it in a different position. If the aunt and Xiaopei’s father have not divorced, then if the aunt ruins your child, will you dare to say that this child is a bastard?
Maybe your mother was like the current aunt, who loved that man deeply, and even got pregnant with you for him. It was indeed unfair to your father in this matter, but maybe your mother had difficulties that you didn’t know! You haven’t experienced that era, and feudal ideas could destroy a person. In that era, pregnancy before marriage was so terrible to a woman. Do you know? Your mother was so young at that time.
Actually, the aunt knows that what you care about the most is that this incident breaks your view of your mother, making you feel unfamiliar with your mother suddenly. It seems that you met your mother again today. You are very scared. You are afraid that your heart will deny your mother, and you will feel that your mother is a lewd woman, a woman who can do the best to be a husband.
Xiaofeng, you should know that people have a past, just like an aunt, who was also in temptation at the beginning, and didn’t know how many men they had slept with or how many men they had fucked by. Didn’t you accept the aunt and save the aunt from that painful experience. Now if it were your mother, wouldn’t you be able to do it? Or did you think that the aunt should be more lewd than the mother, so you can accept the aunt but cannot accept your mother?
No...I... Of course I don't think so, but after listening to Aunt Wen's words, I don't know how to express my heart at this moment
Since it is not, then what are you still worried about and what are you confused about? Don’t forget that you have no time to be sad. I asked about the news from the Discipline Inspection Commission today. If there is still no financial news on the public security department, then the order to arrest your mother will be officially issued.
Why...how is so fast!? I was shocked
This is already very slow. If it weren't for the impact, maybe your mother had been arrested for corruption now. Don't underestimate the energy from the provincial and ministerial level. The law will always be a plaything for those in power. You must be clear about this point.
Suddenly, I hesitated in my heart, thinking to myself that I could not be depressed anymore, and I had to cheer up. I stood up quietly. Aunt Wen, thank you, whenever I am confused, you can always guide me, I...
Enemies... Do we still need to distinguish between whom? Who told you that little bastard is not at all relieved? Seeing that I was excited, Aunt Wen breathed a sigh of relief, and the worries between her eyebrows gradually relaxed. She knew that it was really good to worry me. Go and find your mother! She ran out just now, and Shuxian's current state is very unstable. It would be better to have someone be by my side to take care of her, otherwise something will be bad.
Yes! I'll get my mom back now
As I said that, I explained to Aunt Wen, and then walked straight to the house and went to find my mother. Aunt Wen looked at my back and sighed secretly. With her experience, I couldn't see that I was not completely unwilling as I said. Maybe after her persuasion, I wouldn't be depressed, but whether my mood has improved is the other two things.
Yes, suddenly I learned this fact, no one could be fine for a while. Now she has said everything she should say, and the rest is left for me to slowly figure it out.
Just as Aunt Wen thought, I walked on the street, with a faint sadness and melancholy written on my face. I don’t know what I was thinking in my heart now. I was inexplicably sad. Aunt Wen’s words did make me feel a little more comfortable, but the inner turmoil is still difficult to calm down.
Even I don’t know how to describe it. A father who has been my memory since I have memory. In my cognition and in my consciousness, his father is already my father. There is no reason for the father-son relationship for more than ten years. The time I spent with my father, every bit, is in my memory. Although many things have happened in the middle, even though my father has disappointed me and my mother for a while, I’m sorry for our family, but at this moment I realized that even though I was so angry with my father on the surface, I still regarded him as my father in my heart.
However, today I suddenly told me that I was not my father's biological son, and I had no blood connection at all. Over the past ten years, I have lived in the lies woven by my mother, and my mother was even more unacceptable. In addition to my father, she had another man. For that man, my mother even got pregnant without getting married, and then married my father. Although I don't know the process of passing the matter, how my mother hid it from my father and made my father believe it, these are no longer important. The facts in front of me are very clear, that is, the fact that I am not my father's biological son.
Suddenly, my father was so far away from me, as if the relationship that had been with me for more than ten years, and the father-son relationship that was thicker than water, disappeared without a trace. After learning the truth, I suddenly felt that even if it was a decade of love, it was extremely fragile, no matter whether it was a blood relationship or not, there was no fake time for more than ten years. Others said that the biological mother was not big enough for the adoptive mother, but my father...
It was too heartbroken, and it was even a bit weird, which made me feel a lot of suspicion, but the thing came too suddenly, and I didn't think much about it at that time. Now when I think about it, my father is indeed a little weird, and when I think back to my father's mental state today, it seems a bit weird, but I can't say it
Actually, what I worry most now is my mother. I can see that this secret has been hidden in my mother's heart for many years. I am afraid that the mother will bring this secret to the coffin. How did my father know it? For such a thing, my mother cannot leave any clues at home, and it is even more impossible. Maybe my grandparents will know it, but the two have not been for many years. Any clue has long since passed with the passage of time. It can be said that this secret is impossible to be known except for my mother. I have always wanted to find out why my mother pushed me away, but I have found nothing. So how did my father know it?
Suddenly, I felt more and more confused about my mother. I don’t know how to tell her. To be honest, when I first learned that my mother had such a past, I was really uncomfortable and even felt like I was full of thoughts, as if my worldview was about to collapse. My mother, who has always been arrogant and rigorous and conservative, has always regarded education as a lifelong career, and has done such a thing. I can’t believe it.
But after I thought it deeper, I found that it was nothing. After all, my mother was just pregnant before marriage. In this era, such things have long been common, and it is no wonder. But when my mother was young, it was extremely shameful. It can even be said to be shameful to the people and relatives around me, and people can point fingers. It is impossible to even be a remote mountain village that may even be soaked in pig cages. Don't think it's a joke. The feudal idea was so ignorant that you would never imagine how foolish the people at that time.
My mother was so young at that time. How panic, helpless, and scared would be like a young girl when she had such a thing happened. These are all predictable. Although I don’t know why my mother married her father later, I guess she was also very helpless. Otherwise, with her mother’s appearance, how could she look down on her father who was not a bit honest? This is also a doubt I have always had, and now I finally got the answer. It’s nothing more than just for the unborn I can have a legitimate identity and not be rolled by the eyes of the people around me.
Although I am sorry for my father, my mother still tolerated it for me. I have never felt sorry for my father over the years. In addition to being a little cold to my father due to his personality, she took good care of her husband and children, and even better than her father in terms of achievements.
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