Chapter 1

~12 years later ~

One day before New Year's Day last year, my family suddenly called me and said that my aunt was coming to the provincial capital for a review again. And because my uncle was busy getting someone to build a house at home, he couldn't come with my aunt. My mother repeatedly told me how many times I asked me to take time to accompany my aunt to the hospital, in addition to accompanying my aunt to the hospital, I also tried to spend more time with my aunt.

Of course I was happy now. Since the two years ago, I parted with my aunt due to Teacher Liu's incident, I have never really talked to my aunt again, let alone be together.

This time she was able to come to the provincial capital alone, so I could take this opportunity to communicate with my aunt and explain so many misunderstandings that should not be made

So I turned down everything I should have done in the past few days, cleaned up the nest where I lived, washed all the bed sheets and quilts and other things quietly, sorted out a lot of garbage and threw it away, and then went outside to buy some necessities of life.

In short, I want my aunt to know that the house she and I have lived with me for nearly a year, and I still keep it the same as before, let my aunt know that I am not without her, let her know that I have indeed improved, grown up, and taken care of myself, so that she can regain the feeling of being here in the past two years.

On the day my aunt came, I cleaned myself up again, and then rode the electric motorcycle to the station to pick up my aunt's car.

When I rode my bike to the station, before my aunt's bus arrived, I bought a newspaper and parked it on the side of the road to wait. While thinking about what the situation would be like when I met my aunt, because my aunt and I kept it very confidential. The people at home just thought we had less interactions in the past two years, but I didn't know there were other problems.

Will she ignore me today and walk away by herself?

Will she still scold me?

Is she still willing to take my car, and is she still willing to go home with me?

I was wondering from time to time, and I was really worried, but I thought about it again. No matter how she took care of me, this was an opportunity. If I couldn't grasp it, there wouldn't be many opportunities in my life.

After waiting for more than 20 minutes, I didn't think about it, but the car from my hometown had already entered the station.

She got off the car and I recognized her at a glance from the abortion.

She was wearing a long white down jacket, her hair was still draped over her shoulders, her feet were still wearing a pair of her favorite red high heels, and her face was light makeup, but what she gave me the most was the feeling that could not hide the years. That feeling really reminded me of too many helpless things!

I rushed into the crowd in a few steps and ran to her. To be on the safe side, regardless of whether she wanted it or not, I called out to my aunt and reached out to grab the bag from her. She was scared and saw that it was me, so she didn't say anything, but she didn't let go, so she was pulled by the bag to the side of the road by the bag.

I still snatched my bag and put it under the seat, rode it on and greeted her on the car

What surprised me was that my aunt didn't say anything, and she got into the car obediently

Without saying a word, I held my waist from behind and asked me to start the car!

I felt it very clearly that she no longer hugged me from behind like before, but just gently supported me with her hands, but just this, I could feel the indescribable warmth.

She didn't get angry at me, didn't ignore me, and could get into my car, which was a great thing.

There were traffic all the way, and there were prosperity all the way, but it had nothing to do with me

When I got downstairs, my aunt ignored me when I stopped the car and had already taken my bag. She walked up without waiting for me. I didn't say much, so I had to follow behind with a wry smile

It can be seen that she is still very clear about the layout here, which also shows that she has not forgotten the days we spent here

When she arrived at the door, she gave in to the side and watched me open the door.

Open the door and close the door, the inside and the outside become two completely different worlds

The two-bedroom and one-living room house has heating inside, which makes people feel very hot. After my aunt entered, she entered the bedroom where she used to live and locked the door casually.

I didn't have to talk to her, so I went out of the kitchen and started preparing to make a good lunch

During the meal, I called my aunt out, but it didn't take much trouble

She might have felt something when she saw me making her room look the same as her. She took off her down jacket outside and sat in the living room for dinner in a sweater. However, she still didn't talk much, didn't look at me directly, and was not very unfamiliar with eating with relish. It seemed that she was really hungry when she took the car all the way.

I didn't say anything, just watched her eat quietly by the side. She was indeed older than in the past two years and seemed to have lost weight. If you look closely, you will find that there seems to be more gray hair in your hair.

With my blind eye, she gradually felt a little embarrassed. She got some vegetables into the bowl, got up and went back to her house to eat.

When the door of her room was locked again, I could only regret why I didn't hold her back just now. Even if I did nothing, it wouldn't always be a chance to accompany her, but I still missed it

In the afternoon, I accompanied her to the hospital to check her physical recovery. When I waited on the chair outside, I really felt that the hospital was not a good place.

I kept thinking in my heart that I must be kinder to my aunt and make her happy. This person is older, and my body was discharged from my energy after surgery last year. I really can't make her sad and angry anymore. I made a secret decision. Even if she ignores me, I will not make her sad again.

Because the test form will not come out the next day, after seeing the doctor, my aunt sat on a chair to rest. I ran to get some medicine and planned to go back and leave with my aunt.

Just as my aunt and I were getting up and about to leave after seeing the medicine, a man sitting in the waiting area next to me jumped in front of me and punched me on the shoulder: Xiaofeng, are you?

When I turned around, I found out that I met an acquaintance. I was a classmate from the neighboring dormitory when I was in college. When I met an old classmate Kobayashi (pseudonym) naturally showed great affection.

After a greeting, I knew his wife was pregnant and he accompanied his wife to check her health, so I had to wish them happiness.

At this time, Xiaolin saw the aunt standing beside me, and took the initiative to say hello: Hello Aunt! Xiaofeng and I are college classmates. We met today. I will treat you to a meal later. You can also tell my wife what you should pay attention to. Is it okay?

My aunt has never spoken this time. It seems that she doesn't plan to communicate with me at all. Now she hears Xiaolin misunderstanding her as my mother. She looks at her and seems to have opened her mouth a few times to explain, but in the end she still doesn't say it out. She just smiles at Xiaolin, then turns her body to look at me, waiting for me to express her opinion.

Of course I understand what my aunt meant. I was used to someone treating her aunt as my mother two years ago, so I didn’t refute it. So I continued Xiaolin’s words and said: Old classmate, my mother is feeling uncomfortable today. Let’s sit together if I have time.

Kobayashi said that when she saw that we were unwilling, not to mention that his wife would have to be a long time before she could come out, so she stopped insisting

The old classmate naturally had to exchange phone numbers. When he knew that I didn’t even have a girlfriend now, the exaggerated surprise made me unable to bear it.

So he praised me in front of my aunt, saying how good I performed at school, how many girls rushed to treat me, and don't have too high horizons, making me feel that no matter how he listened, it seemed that he was saying bad things about me.

Pick up a car, buy groceries, go home, have nothing to say

When I got home, my aunt entered the bedroom again like yesterday. I thought she wouldn't come out, but to my surprise, she took off her outer cover and walked out again. She went to the kitchen to tidy up and prepare for cooking. This made me feel that I should be a good turn, so I joined in and work hard.

A scene that was once very familiar. I looked at her busy figure from behind and couldn't help but feel a little desire in my heart.

I walked in gently unconsciously. After a year, I reached out from behind and hugged my aunt in my arms, feeling this body that was no longer young.

My behavior shocked my aunt and she was frozen there

I felt like time was still. I was waiting for my aunt's reaction. It was the case that my aunt would take the initiative to turn her face to meet my kiss. Her butt would cooperate to push her lower body, and she would even squat down and take me out to make a mouth fight for me.

And now she just didn't move like this, without any reaction

After a long time, she finally said softly: Let go of me, or I will go back now

I sighed helplessly, had to let go of her and return to the living room in disappointment

After a while, my aunt had already prepared the supper. I pretended that nothing had happened and ran to help her carry it out. She didn't look angry, or she didn't have any expression.

Eating, just eating, makes me feel very dull

When I was almost finished eating, my aunt finally opened her mouth and spoke: Why haven’t you found a girlfriend yet?

I was shocked too, looked up at her, looked at her, then lowered my head to have a meal

Seeing that I didn't respond, she continued: That's your classmate, you see, they're going to have children, you can't keep going like this!

I stopped eating, drank the soup, got up and sat on the sofa, and left her a little distance. This is the attitude I used to answer her questions like this before.

This time my aunt did not come with her like before, but continued to say: Your mother is very anxious about your marriage, so I also want me to advise you more, don’t stop talking about your girlfriend just because of Xiaoli?

When I got here, I couldn't help but retort: ​​Is it because of Xiaoli, you don't know?

My aunt blushed when she heard me choking her and stopped talking. She got up and cleaned up the dishes, took them to the kitchen and washed them, went into the bedroom, closed the door, and ignored me.

I was stunned for a while, thinking about whether I was too rude to speak, and I don’t care about her. Anyway, I guess there is no chance. Go back to the house to play with the computer.

I closed the door, turned on the computer, and went to QQ, while watching whether there was a sister or not, and playing the meaningless upgrade game.

While playing, my QQ suddenly sounded, and it turned out that there was news coming

I opened it and saw it a little excited at that time

This avatar that I'm very familiar with hasn't flashed for more than a year

This was the number I applied for when my aunt was here last year. When I was here, she would sit on my computer and chat with me like we were together.

And now she is next door, but it seems to be across the mountain

I knew at a glance that she was on QQ on her mobile phone. She bought a mobile phone, but I didn't know.

When I opened it, I saw that there were only five words and a question mark on it: Am I wrong?

I went back now: You are not wrong

After a while, my aunt sent me again: I know I misled you. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be single.

I didn't say much, I just replied three words: I'm willing

After a while, I came back: Auntie is over 50 years old, I am really old! Forgot me!

I replied: I know, but I still want to

After a long time, she didn't reply to the message

I went back: Auntie, I miss you

Auntie, Teacher Liu and I really had nothing that day

Auntie, I was wrong. You shouldn't have quarreled with you at that time

Auntie, I shouldn't doubt you

Auntie, I can't live without you

Auntie, that's not your fault, I know

I sent more than a dozen such messages, but there was no reply again

I played a few more boring games and chatted with a few friends who could not talk to me for a while, but my aunt's QQ avatar never moved anymore

I'm so depressed, what's wrong?

I said something wrong again, or she didn't plan to give me another chance, just wanted to be a teacher who persuaded me to correct my mistakes

I feel so uncomfortable. My physical depression has not been vented for half a month since Sister Liu took a sick leave to rest. I originally hoped to get back together with my aunt this time, but now it seems that I am probably looking at the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water again.

It's really embarrassing