Chapter 4 Love Letter

Dear unknown girl, since I saw you, I have...

Under the lamp, I was writing the first love letter to her. After I finished writing it, I began to think about how to hand it to her.

I hesitated and stumbled, unsure

Leave it to her in person?

Maybe she would throw it into the trash can without even looking.

She must be a proud girl who loves to be arrogant. Usually there must be many boys surrounding her, and there are so many people who write to her that they can't count them. Maybe they even wrote a group of young writers because of this.

I might be happy after receiving my letter, but I will definitely pretend to be cold in my face.

Pooh!

Send it to her?

Not OK

If the letter is intercepted by her parents, her family may be very nervous and provide 24-hour personal protection for their baby daughter.

Then my chances are gone

In China, there are many parents who love to explore their children's privacy, although most people are unwilling to admit it

This kind of letter with the handwriting of a strange man may not be easy to escape the sense of smell of a parent's police dog.

It seems there is only one way

A few days later, when she was about to arrive at the door, I inserted the love letter into the security door of her house.

It was not until I saw her pick up the letter and walk into the house that I felt relieved and felt relieved. I didn't know whether it was joy or sadness in my heart.

Maybe I've fallen in love with her and I think so

Hello, A Shou, I know her name. During the break, Brother Wen brought me good news

Although he gave up on the girl, he did not forget to inquire about the information for me

Sometimes the friendship between men is far from the precious things you pursue, but unfortunately you didn't know it at that time

Really? I was overjoyed and asked hurriedly: What is her name?

Yellow buds are yellow, flower buds are in Class 5, Grade 2

Huang Lei, Huang Lei... I murmured and said this name over and over again, recalling her voice, smile, her blood-spraying proud figure, a primitive desire similar to a wild beast, boiling in my heart and soon it will be out of control.

I didn't fall in love with her

Yes, no!

I'm pretty clear about this

If I say love, I just love her body

I strongly desire to possess her, but I don't know how to start

The most straightforward way is to force her

Unfortunately, I can't find the opportunity and don't have the courage

Although I am a scumbag in society, I don't have the courage to stake everything

Let her fall in love with me, fuck her again, and then abandon her?

I think the possibility of success is so small that it is difficult to see with a high-power telescope

With my vulgar appearance, if I can attract women, it would be blind

But, everything is fine, I must try it, I start cheering myself up

After a few days of brewing, I decided to confess my love to her in person (of course it was not my covetous love for her body)

At noon that day, standing at the entrance of her house, I walked around nervously, my heart was thumping

Although I didn't have much hope, I was still excited

When my heart was about to be overloaded, a gentle sound of footsteps came. Before I could react, Huang Lei had already appeared in front of me.

She floated like a fairy, her light green shirt dressed her out in a particularly beautiful way, her thin top wrapped around her body, her face was cold and proud, as cold as ice frost

I breathed a little rapidly. Although I stared at her face, the corner of my eyes was staring at her plump breasts.

My expression was quite awkward, and the lines I had thought of had already run away from the sky

Hi Hi! I waved my hand to say hello to her and tried to keep the sound as calm as possible

Huang Lei looked at me. This was the first time she looked at me from the front. She opened her schoolbag silently, took out a letter and handed it to me, and then ran downstairs.

I didn't know why, my hands trembled a little when I received the letter.

After her back disappeared from my sight for a long time, I came to my senses stupidly

I pressed the letter tightly against my chest, pressing against my passionate heart

At that moment, I felt the sun was very beautiful

The sun is not beautiful at all, the moonlight is even more annoying

I lay on the bed in frustration, staring at the letter I held in my hand

When it has not been opened, it makes me full of longing for the future; but after it is opened, I suddenly fell from the world to hell

In the letter, Huang Lei, I used cold words to crush all my dreams

She said she would not accept the boy's courtship during her studies, and she only has studies in her heart

Finally, she advised me to study hard and not waste time on boring things in the tone of an older sister.

What a cold beauty!

You seduced me to the point of fascination, but rejected me without hesitation; you have a pair of big eyes as bright as autumn water, but you have never given me a good face; your sharp breasts are fascinating, but they are always wrapped in layers of clothes; your legs are evenly symmetrical and slender, but you use them to escape from me...

Oh! Maybe I really can't get you!

I sighed and threw the letter into the deepest part of the drawer, like hiding the memory deep in my heart

Days pass by day, and I haven't been looking for Huang Lei again for a long time

Before I knew it, I had already entered the third year of junior high school

If it weren't for the scene I saw that day, I might have really given up on the dream of forcing her body and let life go like this forever