Chapter 20 Ending

Since returning to Shanghai on a business trip, Guan Wen has been watching his phone every day and contradictoryly fighting thoughts.

Let go of his own selfishness, Guan Wen shouldn't contact Xiao Yue anymore

However, she said so suddenly that it was heartbreaking

Guan Wen drove by the place where he and Xiao Yue often dated two days ago. He felt sad and even shed tears.

This is the first time Guan Wen has been abandoned

In order to meet Xiao Yue, he has been wandering downstairs every day for the past few weeks.

He knew that Xiao Yue must come here once a day

Even if you meet, you can say a few explanations

On that day, Guan Wenzheng paid, suddenly looked up and saw the person he was thinking about was coming slowly.

His heart beats rapidly, but his legs can't move.

Xiao Yue also saw Guan Wen

Her first reaction was, why did he lose weight?

Still a little haggard

Xiaoyue... The eloquent Guan Wen couldn't even talk

A trace of maternal tenderness flashed through Xiao Yue's heart. Let's find a place to sit? Guan Wen said carefully: Do you want to go to my car?

His gentle eyes broke Xiao Yue's heart

Xiao Yue felt dizzy and couldn't breathe, so she quickly turned her face away and tried to stabilize her emotions: Guan Wen, let our relationship cool down for a while, both of us need time to recover and wait until we calm down and meet and communicate again, okay?

After saying that, she didn't buy coffee, turned around and left, leaving Guan Wen with all his internal organs and was nailed to the ground.

After Xiao Yue walked into the elevator, the person fell down

Fortunately, someone next to her helped her

I have had such close physical contact with this man, and it took a long time, and the relationship cannot be broken just by severing it.

But Xiao Yue made up his mind this time

To put it bluntly, no matter how good Guan Wen is, he is still someone else's man

What Xiao Yue is looking for should be her own

Xiao Yue remembered that on her last night on the island, she and Mike had their first physical contact.

That night, my daughter was so tired that she went to bed early

She and Mike sat on the balcony drinking red wine

There is a fishy smell in the air

The sound of waves coming from afar

Xiao Yue said: It's a bit cold

Mike immediately went into the room and brought her a quilt, and wrapped Xiao Yue in the quilt from behind.

His hand did not leave, and he stayed outside the quilt and rubbed Xiao Yue's body.

Xiao Yue could feel the temperature on his hands through the quilt

Mike sniffed Xiao Yue's hair deeply, and then said in her ear: I love you, I love you very much.

Xiao Yue heard her heart beating on a quiet night. She knew what would happen next. Can she want it? She could? Her mind was a little drowsy.

Mike hugged her tightly from behind. Xiao Yue heard his breath and smelled him. Then her lips felt Mike's lips, very urgent and gentle.

Xiao Yue's body was awakened bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit. At first, she just accepted it passively. Soon, her desire burned and responded enthusiastically to Mike by the cool night beach.

Looking back, Xiao Yue can clearly see the difference between Mike and Guan Wen.

Mike makes Xiao Yue regain her first love feeling

They spent a long time kissing, and Mike stopped from time to time and looked at Xiao Yue's eyes with tenderness.

Mike gently undressed her and kissed her whole body holy as if she were a goddess.

The moment Mike entered her body, Xiao Yue felt a little pain because Mike's things were very big and long.

Instinctively, Xiao Yue turned over and climbed onto the microphone, moved from different angles, controlling the depth and speed.

Seeing Mike's toned body under her, the more intoxicated expression on her handsome face, Xiao Yue became excited and wet. Finally, she was like a crazy little beast, impacting Mike.

Under him, he was crying happily, holding Xiao Yue's buttocks tightly with his hands, almost lifting her into the air, making her twisted body seem to be supported by that fulcrum.

At the moment when Xiao Yue climaxed, her head drooped down, like the last swaying leaves on the tip of a tree. A strong wind finally broke from the tip, drifted with the wind, and fell to the ground with a long whistle.

In comparison, Guan Wen is completely different

Guan Wen's desire for Xiao Yue's body was directly

After a few moves, she turned into a slut, and asked Guan Wen to reach in with water.

When Guan Wen had sex, Xiao Yue felt that she was the meat on the chopping board and let him slaughter her.

But it was this feeling that made Xiao Yue feel disturbed and surrendered to Guan Wen's body, willingly ate his food, and then waited for it to become bigger and then stretched into her impatient body.

Xiao Yue vaguely felt that she seemed to like Guan Wen's style more

I'm afraid I'm born a slutty woman?

Is Guan Wen’s sex different from Mike? Is it because Guan Wen actually has only naked desires for her? And Mike’s feelings for her are even richer?

Xiao Yue remembers that he went back to Shanghai on a business trip. Guan Wen was working at home that day. Guan Wen called Xiao Yue and said: Come to my house, no one is here.

Xiao Yue was curious, so she went there. The first sentence she said when she met was: I won’t have sex at your house

Can't you hug me?

Guan Wen can always make people unable to refuse Xiao Yue's huge wedding photos placed in the horizontal pose, put in a heart-shaped photo frame, turned his head and left behind, and was grabbed by Guan Wen and dragged into the study.

I don’t want to keep such a beautiful wife, why are you doing with me? Xiao Yue said

What's the use of being beautiful? It's cold on the bed. Guan Wen said it straightforwardly

Xiao Yue saw a photo of the couple on the computer screen. Guan Wen hugged his wife tightly, and the two of them smiled sweetly.

I was unhappy and said, "I just knew that I just warmed up the bed for you."

As a result, tears came out as soon as they spoke, and they couldn't stop

Guan Wen had already started to rub Xiao Yue at that time. When he heard the sob, he moved his eyes away from her breasts: Why do you cry? I just think too much, I don’t like you to be so happy

As he said that, he started to take off the underwear from her skirt

Xiao Yue's face was full of tears, but her body was disobedient and let Guan Wen play with her. Soon, she didn't know what happened to her, and her mouth was ummy and she opened her eyes, and the tears at the corners of her eyes had not dried up yet.

Thinking of this now, Xiao Yue couldn't help but wonder if Guan Wen had really loved her. If she really loved her, at least she would care about her thoughts, right?

At least he would comfort her pain?

So who does Guan Wen love?

Xiao Yue has never figured out this problem in the past six months

She felt that Guan Wen should love her, but she couldn't really confirm

She thinks Guan Wen loves his wife too

Although he always emphasizes that it is just a responsibility, Xiao Yue cannot believe that responsibility can allow a man to take care of a woman who has no blood relationship with him for so many years.

If his wife had more trust and understanding of him, less pressure and restraint, Guan Wen would definitely not have sought sustenance outside of marriage, right?

Even though I still met her, Xiao Yue, maybe Guan Wen is still Liu Xiahui

Xiao Yue asked herself, what exactly is love?

Is the entangled desire and passion between Guan Wen and himself love?

Guan Wen has taken care of his wife for more than ten years. Is the strong sense of responsibility that he still never leaves her even though he has no sex? Is it love?

Is the attraction between her and Mike love?

Xiao Yue is confused

What exactly are you in love?

Or, you are actually colorless and transparent water. What shape of jar is the shape of love?

So what about marriage?

Marriage is more complex

Marriage is based on love, and has to mix a lot of things beyond love

Over time, some marriages are like old wine, and they want to be fragrant for a long time, while others lose the fragrance of love. There are only things outside of love left at the bottom of the wine jar.

So, if they and Mike got married one day, would they be happy?

If you are happy, how long can you be happy?

Guan Wen and his wife should have been happy when they first got married

Haven’t I been sweet for a long time after getting married to my ex-husband?

Maybe there is no marriage in this world that is perfect

Those who claim to be perfect in marriage are mostly slightly lower in demand and have a slightly stronger endurance, or are in the early stages of marriage, and some may not know that there are mountains outside the mountain.

But the key is, Xiao Yue, what do you want at this moment?

Is it a moth to the flame-like lust?

Or is it a marriage that is not necessarily perfect but is a real one?

Xiao Yue remembered the autobiography of Song Dandan that her mother gave her, and the title of the book is: Deep in Happiness

Song Dandan, who experienced the ups and downs of life, finally felt the happiness in her ordinary relationship with her husband and wife.

Several months have passed

Xiao Yue received a package from Guan Wen Express

Inside is a string of real jade mobile phone pendants

The green jade seems to have been touched countless times, lubricated and transparent, shining with a soft light, like Guan Wen's eyes

The letter is written on a piece of paper with autumn maple leaves: Dear Xiaoyue, if you don’t miss you, it’s a lie. I miss you so much. But I remember, what you said, if I love you, you must respect your choice. Xiaoyue, I love you, so I will no longer disturb you. I just want you to know that you will always have a special position in my heart. Our short half a year of experience will make me miss and think about it continuously for many years to come. Thank you for the beautiful memories you brought me. I wish you can pursue your happiness. This little gift is the warm jade I bought on a business trip in the north. It’s so good. Your skin is a text.

Soon, Guan Wen received an email from Xiao Yue:

Guan Wen, thank you for your gift, in fact, the past few months have also been a test for me. I don’t know if I have passed this test. However, I finally made a decision that I thought was the right one. I accepted my boyfriend’s proposal. His home in the UK. We decided to start our new life. Guan Wen, from now on, we will be separated from each other. Maybe, one day we will meet by chance, maybe, we will never meet again. If you pay attention, on the Internet that is well-connected today, one day you will definitely read a novel about us. No matter whether what we do is morally right or wrong, no matter whether our emotional entanglement is accepted by the world, I hope to tell our story and be a commemoration of this life. Finally, I wish you and your family all the best and all your wishes come true.

Several years later, Guan Wen indeed read an article called cheating on Overseas Original

After seeing it, he cried: It turns out that Xiaoyue, you have thought so much in your heart and struggled so much, and I have missed the other side of passionate sex. Is it my ignorance of your spiritual world? What's the retribution?

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